SAY HI.

嗨嗨嗨 2011
新的一年 新的開始
舊的不去 新的不來
wasehh 我在寫什麽啊！
不要跳tone
回來這裡。


*2011 會是個充滿色彩的一年*

就昨天嘛 *不然今天咩*
太無聊咯 *其實也不很得空*
太難過咯 *其實是興奮的*
就跑去雲頂。

兩位大少很好的等我下班才去
其實都有一樣的觀點
煙火何時看都可以
友誼啊卻不是你想珍惜的時候才珍惜
到了靠近ria 那裡，竟然block.
反正不趕，停車，走路上
與其停在那裡發呆，
倒不如邊走邊聊天


*冷，退讓；熱，奔放*

天氣很冷，霧很濃
也覺得自己挺硬朗的
就快凍壞了，也不會想要像有些女生一直嗲，吵死了
每一次的寒風吹過，心就免不了鎖緊了一番
其實大家都一樣，只是堅持著。
我們回到了過去
就是回到了以前瀟灑的自己
愛恨分明
想做什麽就去做
也不太在意別人怎麼看


*一個微笑，一個開始*


*不用很強，也不要太弱*

四處走走
留下了足跡
昨日的我非常確定明瞭今日我可以很慘
因為已經很久很久沒有熬夜了
而近日的我 真的的確很慘
是值得的啦

2011的你要加油
知足自樂。
上帝保佑。

-我的今後，不會有你的參與，沒預你的份-

Letter for ash.

a letter for ash.

Dear ash:

When the clocks strike on midnight , it's not just the beginning of a new year, it's the official end of your 18.So as always, a new chapter begins,you should set some goals for your 2011.Turn back your head and see - alot has happened.Some of it was sad, but most of it has been lovely, please don’t give too much away, just leave it at that.

In this year, you’ve gotten a lot of advice from adults . Some of it is good, and some is not. Some of the things they’ve told you are true; not so much, the rest. But anyways,those advice will help you so much.Oh..you are going to study in college soon. Actively learn thanks.You should know how much your parents had done on you.*yea,i know*

Sweetheart you don’t have to worry ,you’ll find your way there eventually.Wherever you are, whatever you do, be there and do it.You are not that perfect, You are not that awesome like others,Just try your best ,okay!Stop starting your speech with “I think”s and “I don’t know”s.Grab what you want only.

hey girl , dont be so stupid again okay.remember this phrases : You will never be alone.We will always here for you. This is what your lovely friend told you. Your friend can see what you had paid for them. People who selfish dont deserve any love from you.So forget and forgive.Everything will be nice.Be yourself. Be true. Be happy. God Bless you !

I love you and keep smiling
Ashlynn

清

清

非常確定
現在只要有
一張床
一張被單
一個娃娃
可以毫不猶豫的躺下
就與周公約會去了

月色朦朧
兩個影子
闡述著自己的故事
那短短的幾句
那匆匆的話語
讓心裡
很欣慰
很滿足
就沉沉睡下去

沒有什麽特別的
就也釋懷了
沒什麽留不留戀
也沒什麼舍不捨
清了清
11就來了

Oh No.

ash in love... <3

Oh No babe.
Guess what ?
While watching the drama ,
I had such thoughts again.
I know i was right.
Back and never changed.

I damn angry with myself.
I 'should know its a game for you.
But luckily i knw it earlier.
I am not sad and sorrowful.
I didnt lost anything, but you.
You lost mr.love
You lost mrs.trust
You totally is a loser.

I never say, because I was speechless.
My heart had already forgiven you .
But stay far ,thanks.It's not so fun for playing this.
God bless.

- loves make a people grow up , or sink down. ash belongs to GU. -

感動

好啦好啦
我認我懶惰 所以都用中文更新
中文字總是能很好的詮釋心情嘛
英文字a-z ，一點東西就得打一大篇
沒法，還是得靠它來把自己的英文搞好。
無奈掛在臉上。

面子書泛起了一股number遊戲
從來不知道有人會羡慕我
從來不知道有人那麼肯定我
但我知道我真的很吵
是很感動，你們竟然看到我的努力
哈哈哈是啦，我是感性的動物
但理性偶爾還是回敲上門來
不能怪我會為你們的文字感動

不是炫耀我有多好
有多厲害
自己知道自己
論姿色論智力
我想周邊的人都比我好
純屬分享我的感動也順便回應
通過以下文字，你就可以知道我是否在回應你。

1. hope we can same like before.hope one day can see u on a magazine = thankiu so much my dear. for sure we will be the same like before.nonstop to chitchat.heehee.find a day go yumcha :)

2.you are really a Pro Kaki in socializing,so talkative = i will change my temper .hahaha.nothing envy or what . pro ? not at all . give smile to people then everything will be better.jiayou.

3. Be more optimism in everything, life is wonderful =I know you having travel now. just wanna tell you ...you also very nice at all.loves.and im not emo always.always happy delurh.


4.you got your own opinion and you are so smart always = ILY. haha.you are the first say im so smart ALWAYS>yeahhhhh babe. :)) I will take my heels when im free.not that hurry.

5.the 2nd i write,very long time no meet d : LOL. miss then miss la.abit. haha. i know what are you missing.? my sister ? or missing me help you do hmewrk.LOL.

6.i miss you gurl,work hard k ? ? = haha you know i will work hard what .heehee.love you .whre are you recently.?

7.u are so pretty = I was so like wtf... ! you guys talk bull shit over there.and the stupid f9 come and ask me loh ...hahaha. you are so handsome also. :)

8.be patient ,met something horrible = Yea.damn kesian.lost a phone. sad case. heehee. hmmph .

9.dun say my badminton = Just accept the fact.if you can beat them down..i will say you geng.

10.tis is destiny,i'm glad to agree with u = heeheeeeee.okay .i will find a better place for myself.You too kay.take care when study over there.

11.muwahhahaa give me your yellow things = you mean spongebob ? NO WAY.its belongs to me.

12.be great in your further study = i will.loves.you too .take care.xoxo

13.You are friendly,of course sampat ,will be very miss you = me too.Will be very miss you.so dont waste time anymore.date me out. :D

14.a gal who always sour me T^T = sayang only sour kay. appreciate the frnship btwn us.<3 15.101. u are super nice = buddies...really sorry for didnt meet you when you are back.damn busy that time.meet up soon with moon. :) 好啦，到這裡吧。 要去聚餐了。 可愛的印尼公主回來了。

- i do miss you all the time.Where are you. Dont you say you will give confidence to me-

黑

聖誕夜就這樣過了。
寂靜為漆黑的夜晚填上了幾分憂愁。
雖然總會一個人在空蕩蕩的房裡，
但其實也不會像想像中如此的難過。
一個人靜靜的，有解脫的感覺，又有惆悵的陪伴。

舊的始終是舊的，回頭只是以為你還是以前的你。
天真出賣了你的動作，不知當初的毛蟲已化為蝴蝶。

沒有對與錯，勾起只會讓你我浪費每一時刻。
喜歡的是面容，不是因為我是我。
喜歡雖然沒有設下任何下限，
但純在是有理由的。
驗證說開了只是一個我說你做的方程式。
已經失去了你想做的那一個意思了。

男人眼裡把我們分成兩種
第一種：能娶回家的女人
第二種：取得開心回頭就走
增進自己，不是抬高價，
是我們都有一個標價。
何必頑固在那一個階段停滯不前呢？
要做就做到最好，不要就拉倒。
第二種的女人。滋味試過了就擺脫，
否則悲哀遲早會找上你的。

時間會解釋一切。加油。

Merry the Xmas.

Jingle bell jingle bell.
Jingle all the way.....
So yea.will be a xmas post.

24th of dec.
It's christmas eve.
Right after i fong gong.
Stanley and boss pick me up, we got only one hour to be there.
PAVILLION. !!

Boss.S is a very good gps.
He can lead us to the destination within one hours.
For sure we must have a good driver aka Stanley .
thank you so much.really.

What a bad day.
I lost my phonie when having the celebration.
My whitey bag get a big big hole !
hmmph ! cursed you man.
Kena aids , kena cancer...ahh watever.*sobad*

People !! How many pressie you've gt for the xmas.
I got threee . !! thanksalot.
I do love xmas decoration.
Those bling bling things,
those santa , reindeer , awwww... i fell in love with it.
okiee.mind stucked.
Dont know what to say now.
Picha will do. sowiee. :)) *doublechin-chin*



1.after make up -smokey.
thanks lingshan.nikki.and hawa elly.


2.The hairband of vicy..santa claus. :D


3. Kitty . ash


4.kitty and ash again.


5. On the way to pavillion.


6. Babe evonne . ash


7.Erica . ash


8.erica againnn. -.- '''


9.darling vonne.bii.ash


10.Bii and ash. supeerlurb. :)


11.One of my pressie-lollipop by bii



OKIE LAH.
MERRY XMAS TO Y"ALL.
God bless you all the time.♥
xoxo.loves

明知道

明知道人多 還是要去

明知道危險 還是要拿
明知道會有扒手 還是沒有照顧好
明知道他說謊 還是要當做沒事發生
明知道那是謊言 還是要當做他是無心的
明知道自己難過得半死 還是要開開心心的度過平安夜
明知道恐懼 明知道會有第二次 還是茫然相信
明知道 就是明知道 所以受傷也不值得同情
自己應該負責
要看清楚了
有了第一次事後的明知道
就不允許有第二次。


不是我傻的可愛 ，
而是我不想腦中會有你的爲什麽
而是我不想猜穿 在一旁看你如何把我當笑話。



聖誕節快樂。
下一篇會好好的分享。

意書

Merrrry Xmas

Heyyyo people.

Xmas is cuming soon.

any plan for it. ??

hmmm... dont lokkup yourself at home

Go Out and Have fun !

Im so happiee .

Yesterday was black.

But today is soooooo *colourfullie*
I got a early pressie from buibui.

A bouquet of flower and a choco bear.

thank you so muchie.

superr love it. :))

And A good news .

I won in the war.

I get the permisssion.

So yeahh.taiwan..im cuming for you.

Sorry.its just a short post.

I need to move my butt from here and wrap all those pressie.

Byeee.see you soon.

Xmas post must be.

xoxo.lovex.

Hurt.

Black Wednesday.
And today's not my day.

Im so sad.
F**k myself for thousand time
How can i come out with this shitiee result.
Sad...and hurt deeply.

For people who criticize and laughing me ryte now.
Beware ..i wont give out the second chance to let you do so.
I will study harder and work harder.
It's just a cer..A paper with aaa or bbb or F !
It doesnt mean you can work with high payment if you got more A now.
seee ! people who got 8 A , what they having now ?
They cant speak well like people who got 4 A.
They cant play ball as well like people who got 1 A
Result doesnt MEAN EVERYTHING !
get what i mean.
*hmmm* watever. :(
Goin to start war tomoro.
I will still running my plan.
That's my goal ..and you cant make decision for me.
:)) think open minded thanksss.

oh yeah.god bless everything will be fine.
heyy guy..If you are freee. go listenn some song which sing by Hillsong.
they are so awesomeee.i love their song so much.especially Hosanna. :))
k...gotto meet bui buii ..Byeee. <3

Yipieeeeeee.

Hi guys,how's your day?
As for me here ,I feel not that good.
hmmph. You know what ...
My result gonna release on WEDNESDAY.
Will be a big bomb for me .

Im so afraid and nervous.
Compare is what they love to do.
Never compare one sibling to another.please
It's Hurt enough.
God bless everything will be fine. :(


Xmas coming soon, i got a small wishiee here.
Santa claus , Can you make my hair grow faster abitbit.







seeee. Girl with a long hair looks so sexy / sweet.
I prefer to be the sexy one due to my looks. *lol*
They said i looks like a devil after makeup.
teeeheeee.I don't mind what chu commented on me.

I wanna thanks somebdy here.*skiptone in damn fast speed rytee* :p
thank you for treating me so good.
thank you for loving me / liking me so much.
thank you for every single words that you sent.
Appreciate so much.
maybe in someday , i will say yes i do. :))

peeepiee.pray for me can arhx?
I want a so-so result or a good result.
I dont want get a *failed* for any subject.
Thank you so much if you really pray for me :D
love you guys.xoxo.

- There is many a tear in the heart that never reaches the eyes -

F.A.B.U.

F.A.B.U
Friends after break up.
I saw something different.
That's why I blog this out.

Well , different people have different perspective,
From what i saw , I can tell you that is possible to be friend with your ex.
Although i know its possible
But for me ....Its a hard mission.
The hurt and scratch still there .
I have to take a long period to heal.
Always give myself a cooling off period.*lol*

You know which steps is the most difficult to get back the friendship?
Yea..BREAKING THE ICE.
phheeewww man.This aint easy.
Must good in talking. Dont you think so.
You have to avoid those hurtful topics.
tsk tsk...... *shakehead* Hard enough. hmmph.


I got a story here.
P= boy , A = girl
P : Have fun on your pd trip :)
A: Huh ?
P: Don't you goin for your trip ?
A:Who are you ?
*I will delete their number to avoid i find them again*
P:Im ...... you delete me :( ....................
A:Where you get the news that im goin for trip
P: im stalker what.............
So we start our conversation.
I couldn't believe that i still can chat with him
I thought that i will show him lancey face or dont even give him a damn.
But kindness betray me. teeehee
anyways, i save back the friendship.rytee.

People , appreciate what you having now.
Do not look back when you choose to leave.

- If you choose the same way , then you better stay far from me. -

COLD.

*cold*

Hi.

According to the news,
Klang.....*blabla* ..Rain..*blabla*
What i know is , recently i feel so f**king cooold.
Seriously , I need to bring my jacket all the time.
Hmmph , thanks mum for the new blue bunny jacket.lol.

Sharing is caring.
Yes..I care you guys so much.*ithinkso*
Gonna share this to you.



DOVE !!!!

This yummy dove really make us crazy.
Ting and me fall in love with mr.dove.
Four favour to let you pick it up....
Try the purple one... raisins, halzenut... lol...
Dove is so....AW ! haha . Cheapie and yummy.
Its just cost Rm 2.40 ...if not mistaken.
BUY IT KAY.
TRY IT KAY .
Thats all. :p

Kay kay..i have to go on my bed now..
FIVE AM.gosh ..god bless i wont late for it.
GOooood Night.
xoxo.loves.

Chipmunks - Happy Birthday to You!!!

MISS AMANDA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
Officially 19 huh.
Dai gor luuiii.
But nevermind ..stay cuteeee.
Never regret having you this cutie friend,
Appreciate our friendship very much.
My lovely doraemon,
hope you....
Healthy and happy always.
Pretty ang cutiie forever.
HAVE BLAST.
again.happyyyyyy the birthdayy.
xoxo.ily.

December.

Santa Claus is coming to town.
weeeeeeeeeeee :D
within 20 days , we are goin to celebrate XMAS.
I do love christmas very much . you ?
Cant wait for it.
How good if i can celebrate xmas at europe country.
Everyne stay in the house and sing xmas song..*imagine~~*



One word to describe.-PALE.
Sick like a kitty miaoo.
vomit like 92637167631 times a day. *kua cheong abit kayyy.lols *
Hope i can decrease my weight by this way..



Have you watch this drama...
I finished it without 3 days
i love gao gu leonggg and law sheng...perfect match lo...
I cant understand why the director let cheng cheng passed away.
:(( emooo .
Readers.GO AND WATCH IT kayyy.
You wont regret.. teeeheee. -.-v



Its just a small post for today.
Cause i got no mood.
Alot of picha and outing i havent blog it out.Sorry.
Love you guys.
xoxo

- Yes, I do -

一夜之看透

寂静的夜晚
凌晨一点二十八
想了很多
若把时钟调回几个小时前
我会做同样的事，同样的动作吗
刚才我毫不思考的说会
而这一秒我犹豫了。


我犹豫的
不是如此的行为是否会伤害那不值得我批评的人
我犹豫的
是那对我如小妹的老板们
他们没有必要因为我的行为 而要说声抱歉/不好意思
我不可以那么自私 搞砸他们建立的东西
或许少了冲动，或许情况就不一样
该说自己 还是个热血沸腾的少年
还是要说自己 还没看透世间


社会原来是个有那么多病态的东西
社会原来有那么多不同的人存在
看到 为了生活就可以敲诈
看到 为了生活就需要改变
看到 为了生活就没有选择
原来社会可以改变人类
社会让人变得恐怖
社会让一个人 变成一个不值钱的东西
或让一个人 增进自己 走在世界前端。


总爱把喜怒哀乐摆在脸上，
让人伤得体无完肤
可也站得很快
或许在我这个年龄层
我比其他人经历了很多很多事情
学到了很多，也逐渐看开
每一次的沟通
都在成长
或许还没全然开窍 总有一天会的
往后一看 才发现已经不是以前的那个我了


不是变得残酷 而是我会选择人来疼惜
不是变得高傲 而是我在保护自己
不是变得忧郁 而是我在思考
不是变得无情 而是我懂得珍惜了
其实大家都变了
我们不像以前那个我们了
我们不是 天真的小孩
我们不可以做错事就可以推卸别人
我们不可以不看场合说活
我们不可以不看别人脸色
我们要为了社会现实而隐藏自己

这一夜学了很多很多
看清楚了 也警惕自己了
朋友，过去就过去 未来要加油 大家都看着你的！

Break it.

I MAKE IT !
Break the record of visitors.
Thankiuu so much for all the readers.
You guys are so awesome.

Readers i have to apologize for all my post.
Broken english ,Broken picha.
I know my english very sucks
So i have to waste alot of time to blog every single post.
You know how hardly to type a passage without mistake.*but still got mistakes,grrr*
You know how many times i have to retype retype and retype.
Grammar sucks. vocab sucks.
But blogging is one of the way to improve myself.
I cant understand something.
Is that means people who poor in english are not allowed blog by eng ?
Is that wrong to improve myself by this way ?
NGOR MM MENG lo.


They told me this .
Don't have to bother how people comment on you.
You are not born to live for them, but yourself.
That's you ,ashlynn.
Always believe youself , always try your best in everything.


Enough.
I satisfy for what im having now.
Got readers better than nothing.
teeeheee.once again.THANKIU SO MUCH.

LATEST :He suicide for the one he loved the most.

A sad case was happened .
why suicide for a girl who you love but she doesn't appreciate you?
some of them blame the girl , and some of them laugh / scold the guy.
The girl just 18 years old.
She got nothing wrong in this case,
you hate her for what ?
Hate her for break up ?
I believe the same story if happens on different people
will got different response, give him respect.
That's his own life and he make a decision- end it.
If a family teach him well, caring him very the much
He would not put the girl in the 1st in his heart but family.
Sigh. anyways.RIP.

How you think about this case. ?
xoxo,loves.♥

-Stop it, you can do it.-

Love . Hate

Hello.Annyeonghaseyo.Namastē.Ciao.Bonjour.Konichiwa.
*Yea.immmm so boringgg *

Im goin to ask you guys TWO questions.
1.Do You know me?
2.Very well ?
I don't think you guys know me very well.
Maybe you just know...yea..this is ashlynn.18 . That's all.
So now , i will share to y'all what i love and what i hate.
Love ♥


1.SMILE- smile make my day looks better. :)


2.SHOP- women love to shop, dont you ?


3.FRIENDS- They give me power and strength. <3


4.LOVE & DANCE- release all the anger and pressure.

>
5.TRAVEL- beach , sunshine , culture ....its my life.


6.PILLOWTALK- i love to talk when i almost sleep.teehee


7.PHOTOGRAPHY- is a magic .save the moment in one sec and it will be forever.

and sureeeee. i LOVE myself.♥




Hate !


1.PET- i know they are cute.but i really cannot acept.sowiee.


2.BITCH & BASTARD- people who step on my tail , i will let him/her what is regret. :) *beware*
in my dictionary. bitch / bastard = betrayer , spoiler ,....etc.


3.MENSTRUAL PAIN- this stupid auntie kills every lady.


4.CHICKEN- I will only eat chicken when its not bloody and without bone.lol.thats me !

alrite guys.
that's my love and hate.
remember it ? hahah...
Everyone got their love and hate, so give people respect .
Do not make people angry.Peace. -.-v
kayy. ash will go genting tmro night....see you soon readers.♥

XoXo.lovesss.

-when is the ending , I cant see the point. -