杂 ♥

最近真的发生很多事，
什么事，多说，已经无用。
惟有用文字来诠释此刻的心情。

回眸这一段有欢喜或失落的路
我不能下一个定论
想念是什么
我发觉 就算我逃到哪里
它还是找上门
所以 开始接受了
时间久了 心平静许多了
你从别人得到的快乐
我知道了 也祝福了
是大方 还是逞强
已分不晓了
我也会爱上别人的
不是只有你才会让这烟花绽放
恨不得没和你认识过
因为你 扰乱了我的节奏 就走了
过去的日子在偷笑我
笑我的愚昧 笑我的执著
此刻我习惯一个人孤单
快乐太难 心太酸 爱情真难...
别探听他的线索
别等待他会回头
别继续把心封锁
别躲在伤心里头
别想太多从新出发。
加油！

A lovely day ♥

28.6.2010

Monday

Have to wake up early in the morning for the class.

Im tired for stdying..

But I wont give up.

And will keep going.

Class basketball competition cuming soon

Our 1^st match will be Saturday.

( 4:00pm, cum and support if u want. :] )

Im not nervous and not worry about that.

Cause everyone giving their best for the fight.

Butterfly park @ bkt tinggi -a place which we always go for practice.

So stil the same.went thre and practice yesterday.

Around 5 sumthing…went to sunway with brotha and sisinlaw.

She’s so adorable.

A girl who came frm hk.hahha.cuuttee.

They wanna ice-skating.but I dun think I wanna join.

So I just walk around the pyramid.

Then we have dinner at Full HOUSE.

I like this restaurant very much.

After the dinner….DING DING GEI !! …

Damn high…aiyyya…I always get the second plce for racing car.

Both of them crazyyy with the machine.

Keep playing the “ THE HOUSE OF THE DEAD FOUR”.

Everyone keep looking at them.hahaha.

They are so enjoying their game.

Uhmm…

Our next stop will be I-CITY.

The light and the view was so nice..

I always plan to go thre.but couldn’t make it.

And ysterdy…I MAKE IT.!

Shoot a lot of picha at thre.

But sad that the camera not easy to handle..

So …all those picha ….wasnt looks nice at all.

Sisinlaw and me damn like spongebob…

Arhhh.she keep make me jealous.

Cause she got spongebob pjamas,spongebob toy....etc

nvrmind.aka yong and chili going to buy one for me.

hiak hiak hiak..klah....picha showtime jooor.

* before out for the date with thm.*

*The lovely bird*

*brothaa and mee*

*Three of us,the stuff dunno hw to use camera =.= *

*Yenn with the food,yummy *

*My chicken chop :) *

* The GAME of them *

*sweet coupleee *

* brothaa & sisinlaw*

*winter timee :) *

*looks weird in this*

klah....ends up with my picha.

hope u love this post.

going out soonn.♥

buhbye...

PS:ILY 17:13pm

im backk ♥

Im backkk.
its time to blog sumthing here.
firstt i want to say smthing to mr pencil.
Sayang .HAPPY BIRTHDAY. 2506everyear♥
its a big day for you.
Feel so sry because can't help you to celebrate the day.
But seem you;re so enjoy with the surprise birthday party
then feel happy for you also.
at least,you're not stay at the home.and EMO thre.
All through the day ,you just sad.
i tried to cheer you up.but failed..
so i just went out for fifa with my brotha and sis-in-law.
around 12 smthng I reached the lovely hostel.
I text to my sayang and told im going to sleep and happy birthday once again
then you asked me to call you now.
so....*dududu....and talk talk talk *
yea.i feel that im the most happiness lady in the world at the moment.:)
even thought its just a little moment we spent for last night.

its sundayyy.
god crying early in the morning.
so have to delay the time for bkb practice.
then went to pinhwa for some event.
babyyy sicked.yea.sick like hell...keep ar-chooo.
mwhahahah...so cuteee.
kay..stop jumping out frm the topic.
around 8pm janice come and pick me up
going shepherdoo for get some drinks.

. picha showtime.


* uhmm.dun like TIGER very much.*


*kampai quite nice weih.*


*my driver..haha*


*apek ni slow motion geh*


*poker session*


*my dinner*



and that;s me....'
feel so happy for today..
thanks for sayang.janice.ruquan.yongin
.yongsheng.muiviv.and.....blablabla.
good night.

PS:ILY 0205am

its a night

Its a night again
thre's a hand beat me down again
i just feel like want to write it down
tears keep flowing
i just cant understand and bear it anymore

hopefuly he'll be alright tmro.
and he will gimme a call when the clock strike to 12...
i'll waiting for it.
cause i knw he'll be fine
he's gonna celebrate his bufday with brotha and sista
everyone is worrying about him.
damn...!god i beg u.plsss
no 3 month or 3 days or 3 second punishments for him
its not his fault!
the most biggest mistake that he make its just making frn with those guys.
u can hear what i said yea mr.god.TQ.

and you....
yea.givng my love to you is my fault.
and i dunno that u're falling into another girl
and i just like a foool with ur kinda funny reason
i shouldnt believe but i did
yea.IM stupid.and everything GONE !
i wont stay and look back for u for the EVER!
im so regret for everything i had done on you.

每 看一次你写的，心就痛一次，泪就流一次。拜托坚强点好吗！

Wed ♥ 23 of may

agains
yea.emo attack me again
tears keep flowing down
and i just cant control it.
FAIL !
thanks to the one who always listen my words
sry yea..for showing u my crying ugly face all the time
im just down down and down.
not because of him but just everything
im trying to stand up
but its so HARD
WHAT SHOULD I DO NOW ?
i have nothing to say and do.

Tues ♥ 21 of may

Early in da morning
I just feel like goin to faint
So i skip for the class.
keep chit chat with mr.chow until around 2pm.
There's a speech for us today...
and I just lost my chance to listen.
but..fortunately i absent...
cause the mate told me that they almost fall asleep
when the speech is given.
and our headmaster mrs.ma
feeel so angryyyy. blablabla...

im broke...!
yea.i knw that im not the only one
but ladiesss always keep shopping even though they;re BROKE
so same here.
im going to take photoshoot for senior three magazines
so have to buy some stuff for that.


nichii for this time.cause nichii having SALES.!
you better go and grab the shrit or dress that u like.
DUN MISS IT.

nowadays..my fellas keep dates me out for dinner or else
they know that they cant drop me down alone at hostel
cause i will thinking alot of nonsense
and hurt myself.so..i have to follow the team all the time.
appreciate what u all had done on me.TQ
my hair keep falling downnn.
u cant imagine how many hairs i drop in one day..
damn sadd....i duwn be bald.
nonsense:is the cancer give me a sign jor?
i better go and take a body-check.
camie all the time before i out.

am i loook DUMB ?they said YESH. :(


im feel so tired after back frm those dinner.
but still cam..hahaa.just click x to close lah.
i DUN MIND :D

sharing:



yea.The karate kid
nice storyline.
i feel so toucheddd...
and almost cry in da cinema.
go and watch it if u havent take a look.

okay..this is a shit post u never seen before
so...just let me do it.
be the one who you know soon.i promised.
let everything flyyyy awayyy from my mind
its need to take time
i just cant stop myself to thinking about u.

PS :ILY 20:45pm

Mon ♥ 21 of may

It;s monday
and it;s also a blue day.
I really dont know wats wrong with me
so you better shaddap and dun keep asking
wud happened with me.
cause thre;s no answer for me too.

im wondering hows the heaven looks like
hows the angel looks like
it;s thre any playground over thre
im crazy .yea.u knw what im thinking for the whole night?
SUICIDE.!
im not kidding at all.and i think it seriously.
i dont know hows pain when you're trying to cut urself
but after all....im pretty sure u'll feel relax.
cause u;re going to the HEAVEN and sty wth the father god.
kiiiisiaaaaao jor.IGNORE IT if u want.

movie with bestie yan .
no toy story 3 for me
bit thre's karate kids.
its a nice mvie.
and i did smething hurt my man badly
im SORRY.i didnt mean it to do that.
i get shocked after i received the msg.
SORRY for make the trouble.really sorrrryyyy

not goin to post any picha for thiss time
but maybe will post it tmro. :(
heartache for the whle day.
off to sleep.night babes.

PEEPS APPRECIATE WHT U HAVING NOW
i feeeel it deeply tonight.

PS :ILY 00:49am

happppyyy fathers day
daddy thx for loving me so much
stay healthy and happy always
i love you

off to PUTRA AVENUE last night
have to overnight at thre.
thre's such a calm place.
i love the house which built at thre.
ilove peeeeeeeace *

about ten sumthing reached JJ.aeonklang
treat my aunt a tub of newzealand icecream
rum and raisins is the flavor i love the most
yea.its time to date my girl out.


Vivian is the one who kena today hahah.
thanks for accompanying me for the whole day
TQ very muchie. <3
We go vivo for lunch.
And tgv for movie---- The Haunting Lover.
okay peeps that's not a good movie.so dun waste ur $ to watch it
I choose it...just because to scared vivi,hahaha bully her in the cinema...!
haha.i thnk its worth. buhbye vivi.we'll date again soon.
cause ur sis and miss daisy .kahling book my time dyyy.
i'll arrange my schedule as fast as possible.

Around 6 sumthing mr.mike homed.
and he asked me to dinner with them, okay fine.
So i asked:mike ,whre we going to take dinner ?
unfortunately,mike answered:JJ lah ,mamak tak buka hari ni.
issh.so JJ again =.= belle said im the best supporter of jj.
i think so yea.so i think they have to gimme a award
*im stilll dreamiing * u can just ignore this.haha

reached hostel around nine. and started my work.
math and history ruin my sundaayyy damn it.
but peeps,i feel that im the lucky one haha.
when everyone finding the answer to copy
AND u know.I got IT ALL.so...i just have to coppppy
I can skip the "FIND" action yea. DONE.
yeh i just done it all freaking tired and preparing to sleep now
im not going to wait for call him cause he's having football fever now.
okay.ends up with a picha of me.


xoxo I LOVE YOU.

PS:ILY 03:50am

PS :ILY 03:39am

Sat ♥ 19 of may

INSOMNIA ♥

You’ve made it;
The fact that you own this heart of mine
Rendered me vulnerable;
Frozen with a smile,
Dead with your goodbye,
Crazy in a way that I always wanted.

And here I am,
A soul stuck in a sleepless state,
What they really were about;
" For longing yet again is not allowed "
‘Cause you got your eyes fixed
In an opposite direction;
That I can hardly see your face,
Your eyes,
Your smile.

But let me wait,
At least.
So that I
May be able to understand
Why?
Why of all the constellations to choose from
I chose the farthest;
The one-most difficult to reach,

Then slowly,
Just maybe,
I’ll forget the glow

...that you possess.

Sat ♥ 19 of may

Block + Delete = my favourite hobby
yea.its really become MFH.
Nowadays,thre's alot of pedophile or abnormal guy
appear in public at every website.
you can find their steps evrywhre.
so for safety , i have to delete and block them
damn annoying when you're just sign into your msn...
and there's alot of instant msg with SEX or SHIT
waiting for you to close it. =.=
peeps..i think you will do somthing same wth me.
block and delete .

I have a question. why am I on here talking all this crap?


-- flasshbacks to Yesterday --
my heng dai --- RIC ng.
decided to treat me a lunch
yea.its a farewell for him.
And we spent our time at KIP.
miss yann torng shud be the one who join us also ,
but lastly she couldnt make it
just because of the JAM.
one little things messes everything up.
but fine then.
ric and me..
sitting at thre and crapping for 2 hours.
its been a long time we didnt meet each others.
5 years.oh...frm my graduation day of primary schl till NOW.
guyys.you can guess how many words we wanna speak it out..

about 4 smthing.. miss ash reached her home
She started to find her primary frn by fb
......searching and searching .........
and.....













SURPRISE










SHE found her.....
a girl who can smile loud out without any reason
a girl who always spent her time wth me
when we are still a standard 6 student.
i still can remember how we work together to grab the ticha junk food.
i still can remember the moment she come to my house and we have a lot of fun.
what a sweet memoryyy.
So happy that we have a nice talk ytd
and im going to date you out.hahaha.
peeps :who;s that.........????
doink doink......



kaichi.tam.
she is the one who i intro. :)

okay...its time to take a nap.
didnt slp well for the whole night.
and peeeeps thre's sumthing to share with you.

WHEN YOU THINNK ABOUT THE FUTURE...........
nonono....JUST WANNA STAY TEENAGER ! wooh.!

PS:ILY 13:17pm

Thrs ♥ 17 of may

Bacck here again.
I'm having fifa fever nowadays.
damn gaogao that kind.
mummy keep remind me that imma GIRL
but then so wuddd.!
Teacha dun even teach me that being a girl cannot watch football loh.
so...i will keep fevering with that.hahaha.
Daddy asked me to follow him to go kl early in da mrning
so..i have to follow..cause im a good daughter
hahahha...you should believe ya.
angel:miss ash pls stop crapping !!!
welllll.im gonna share fifa aggain.


yep.its a match btwn argen and korea.
4-0.The argentin won it .
But ...at leasssst..the korea goal one.
Let me tell you who gave the 4 goals.
one from korea...owhh its a big mistake huh.
and de another threee is ...frm thiiiis awesome guy !



-- GONZALO HIGUAIN --
shirt number:9
position:forward
quick,clever is his strength.

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And now...thre is another two country plying the match
nigeria vs greece.
1-1 now.owh damn gan jeoooongggg.
end the 1st half dy...who's going to win? or its just draw?

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Mexico vs frace will play the match later
time for the match: 2:30 am
woah...midnight again.
imma nigh-owl.
have to support france tonight.
i think the team will gimme 2 goals.
GAMBATEHHH..(ceh jadi japanese pulakk :p )

teeehee :)
anyways Saya berjaya halau mr.emo hari ini
feel happpy all the time.yahooooo :D
wiiiiiinks. have a nice day peeeps.
Ples drink plenty of water....if not..you'll get sick
and ...you'll regret !
buhbyeee.

Thrs ♥ 17 of may

woah.Fifa for me again.
yepp.spain vs switz tonight
and so sad that ....
switz goal one and ntg for spain.
its just ends up with that.
Bet that many ppl will lose their money in this match.
Cause everybdy give a big big hope on spain.
And they just disappointed us.
They shot for many times but they didnt make it goal
Anyways,everything become past tense.
and there are two more match for spain.
Spain,pls moving on. show us your ability!




Im the supporter of spain tonight
and the fans of XABI ALONSO.
Do you know who's that?
There is some intro for him.

Favouring a deep-lying central-midfield role,
Alonso's ability to create time and space in crowded areas
and accurate short-and long-range passing ability put him
a cut above many of his more one-dimensional counterparts.
Boasting a fierce shot and an eye for the unexpected, opposing keepers
can never let down their guard when Alonso has the ball, even when in his own half...
i love the words which describe him.

May the father of god bring spain to the quarter final.
i got a bet with yeekaiii la...omgoshhh..
spain...dun let my moneyy fly over ..hahaa.
weeee :D asomnia KILL-ing me again.
one word ------ SEI ------ (choi isiit )
hahhaa.have a nice dream peeps. :)

PS: ILY 0:55am

Wed ♥ 16 of may

omgoshhh.
i GAIN my kgs again.
arhhhh.damn angry with myself la.
keep on diet but i gain it.
WTHell is going on .
seeeeeeeeee.can u see the chubby face ?!
*hate being chubby*
Who should i blame for ?
mummy who cooking so much delicious food?
or auntie and uncle who buy alot of choc for me ?
OKAY.i knw .
i should blame the devil who sty inside my heart
he's the one who call me eat eat and eat.
choc . donnut . junkfood....more and more
iSh.He is the murderer.!
no forgiveness is given so just kill it.
school reopening soon.
and I havent prepare anything yet.
keep lepak sini dan sana.
streessful.hmewrk.test and EXAM.
Just forget it .

Fine.he dun even reply my msg
Cause he's trying to forget everything abt me
Im speechless for everything.
But seems he looks so happy with his life now
then nothing i can do anymore.
Im still loving here like a fool.

PS:ILY 12:53pm

Wed ♥ 16 of may

Clock showing --> 1:46 am
and im not sleeping yet.
I dun think Mr.chow will find me tonight
maybe he will ,but not now.
cause im HERE .
uhmm.i just try to make here to look nicer
but it doesnt .i give my best.and its just seems like...
arhh.hw to express hurh ????
blabla wateva.

a big big sharing here.
lady who is shopaholic will like this !!



MNG is having sales tmro !
*pls get ready your purse which full of CASH insid.*

oh yea.
HAPPY DRAGON BOAT festival to peeps.
Some of them really dont know what is this !
What they know is just eat the rice pudding.
kayyy Its time to watch the match
its a match btwn korea dpr and BRASIL..
my super team.haha.Sure they will goal.
i expect the team will give me 5-0
but bel asked me not to be so greedy
so .just give them 3 ~woah.



Gogogo Brasil.
*give me 3 goal.TQ*

time to ends up
same here.xoxo.

PS: ILY 2:15am