Its ash's Life.

If you want me to find a adjective to describe my life ,
I think it is a very difficult thing to do. Dont you think so.
Every day there are different role to play.
But i decided to use Awesome to describe those few days .

28.08.2010
Saturday.
Right finished the class, I went back sg.buloh with yan .
Teeeheee. We don't have to take the train back,
Because someone willing to fetch us back *winks*
Uncle treat me bak kut teh as my dinner. Yummm :))
You know what my plan for that night ...
1.Drama 2.Clubbing
so woooohuuuu. Finished my last episode , then started dress up myself :)
Let the picha give some talks .










ahhhemm. idk why am i f**king love this picha :))

Im freaking tired after all the night.
But just something pulling my spirit.
I cant fall asleep till five sumthing only i get into my dream. :)
However...Its really nice for me. :p

29.08.2010
Sunday ♥
Early in the morning ( actually its 12 pm )
After breakfast with those guys and girls.
Yan aka bestie and I went to I-U.
I wanna find a shop which named. ACTION CITY
but *failed* so sad at all.
teeeheeee. found that ...being a lady quite nice.
cause we can make up ,
we can wear dress ,
we can hug and kiss each other.
If boy did those things.
They will mentioned as GAY , NAPET or else lah..mwahhaa. :D

The only picha. hairstly : aka yan. ♥
dress by : maycheee♥

AWESOME for my super saturday and sunday.
I need more and more this kind of sat and sun ♥
Wooohuu... I can see Hol saying hi to me. MWHAHA.
so that's mean .... this homie wont dead for a long time.
cause i will spam here with my words and picha.
stayyyy at here..dun run away yea peeps ♥ xoxo

Awesome day

I’m sorry for the lack of updates lately
I’ve got a couple of posts that I’ve been meaning to make,
but simply haven’t gotten around to it yet! pls forgiv me :)
Really , I just wanted everyone to know that I havent aboandoned my bloggie.
I've just been really busy . I'll have something more substantial posted soon. STAY TUNED.

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Yesterday right after i finished my class , went to modesto with bii and belle .
I was starving since i started my class.Everything was just like Owww. bull shit. :)
Luckily bii was so free yesterday and he was so happy to being my mr.ahmad *winks*
So after the brunch , they decided to play pool .
3 bucks for each game. i think so .
My finger get hurt that day . So i didnt join the game.
What can i do is just sitting beside
and play the pool game of iphone. not bad what . At least i dont have to hurt my finger again :p


1 * Belle dont really know how to play pool. But at least she give a try but i dont


2* IDK & i cant join the game -.- showing my lanc face to bii and belle :D


3* teehee. i got sweet tooth .. rum and raisin always the best choice <3

continuee ... Around seven sumthing , i get my baby corryn text.
after added her as my msn lovely frn , we start our camie night :))
She still looks pretty and i still looks dumb.both of us is just still like the same.
I miss her so much and she miss me too.
You really cant imagine what we had done.
Indian dance . Counterstrike . Mamak session. woah. awesome.
I never being so funny before .i mean i can funny with ppl by cam haha. good try.
bii bii rynnn <3 take care. come back as fast as you can <3
teeeheeee

seee..actually we are just acting and take a second to shoot it down :)

Klah peeeps. forgive that its just a short post .
I will make it better and better. bii rryn birthday cuming soon.
Have to do sumthing to surprise her . ngek ngek * devilsmile*

Im so emo !!

Imma baby girl who born as a devil.
Imma a devil who always with emo mode.
so what ? what can you do on me ?
Can you give me a change ? NO !
Idk what the hell im doing right now .

I always thought that the sky is blue
But this is not the real case.
I always thought that i can pretend i dun mind.
But who knows i always cry inside my heart.
I always thought that i can forget everything
But actually i still cant get over.
I will still miss you on the dark night.

I feel so surprise and happy for your appearance.
But i know what will happened if we keep continue being like this.
I know it clearly than anyone else.cause i tried before.
and for sure ... i get the hurt ... so better stop before we take it serious.

For the one i loved.
I really hope that you know im still here .
I really hope that you know im still loving you
I really hope that you can caring me ........

I got a stupid idea.. ya. rest in peace.
im crazy gao gao ! im pretty sure i got problem.
Friends ..thankiu so much being thre with me.
without you all. i really cant stay strong .
I feel so happy for what belle said.
ya..friens is number 1 in my list of life.
I think and do for them mre than myself.
Is that counted dumb or ..bla bla..idk lah.watever.
anyways. i didnt regret for knw u and u and u .

uhhher . i feel that i can handle my "socialnetwork" very well
i make alot of friens nowadays. they really awesome
but for sure i wont forget bestie
belle . yan . corryn.amanda .qiaohan.mariaane.cass
and many othrs babes.
i miss you all so much . T.T :((

kie la..its time to sleeeep . night peeps ily.shhhhh.

Left or Right

left or right ?
idk whether being like this was right or wrong.
idk whether i should run to the right or to the left.
heart which struggling right now.

王力宏-你不知道的事MV(FULL)HD .mp4

A butterfly must blink its eyes a few times

before mastering how to fly

The night sky is sprinkled all over with stars

but a few will fall to the ground

I fly, but you are falling at the same time

I am close enough to hear your breathing

Yet, I'm sorry, I did not hold onto you tight enough

You don't know why I left you

I insist on not telling you and let your tears run

Your teardrops seem like a downpour shattering all over the ground

I clearly know in my heart

that you do not know why I am so cruel

hovering high above you where you cannot see

There are many things that are things you do not know

I fly, but you are falling at the same time

its a lovely song.... enjoy peeps. :))

Yeppy ♥

heeeeeeee heeeee
halo halo .... ash over here. :))
Im so happi today and idk why .
My friends take a dislike to my EMO face dy,
so better i keep continue being like this. HAPPY & SMILING all the time :)
yepp I believe in god,but im not a devout believers.
I believe after the rains, the sun will lighten our sky.
I believe nothing can make me down, cause i know father god is there looking & caring me.
He wont hurt me..cause he's the one love me the most. :))

Recently, some strange things happen to me.
And everything started from the day which i went to tokong.. :((
Mummy told me that ..jade is something special.
nomatter you believe or not , its still works .
I bought one as my pendant.
and thingsss happened.

On saturday night.
I forget to wear it back after the shower.
I left it at my room , then i just hang out with friends.
Accident happened . and damn suih is we went wrong to the cinema..
There are two jj in klang..and we thought the jj he mean is bkt .tinggi..
who know... should be the BUKIT RAJA cinema. grrrrr.
nvrmind ... when we reached home.. my dumboo bestie...so brilliant
She locked her car without take the car key .
how smart she are.mwhahahaa. :))

Early in the morning ..Sunday.
Ebby come over to open the car.
I didnt bother them cus im busying with dress up and out for group revision.
And for sure i wear it back.yea i mean the jade.
after 20 mins..i still can hear the spanner's sound.
then i decided to give idea to open it....
OMG > WOAH > WHY am i so brilliant.... weeeheeee
what i told is really workss.Am i lucky after wear it back the jade ? hahaha yess yesss
Nevermind..so i went to buy magnum ( -.-) hahaaa
Around 7pm sumthing.. auntie called us and told that ...magnum opened the number
i tot i will get thousand sumthing.....but thennn urghhhh.....
the number upside down dy...
damnnn upsettt. i told dumbo to buy upside down and she told me that dun have to do so..
SEE SEE SEEEE..~ she should believe my mr.luckyy :(( sob sob..money goneee..

Nevermind.. i will earn it back by my hand. teeheee.
I will earn alot.and spent on the things i want...anywaysss
thanks god to protect me..i know i almost killed by accident ..
but luckily not huh....THANKS THANKS..may god bless all my friens and my lovelyfamily.. :)
some picha to share share :)







hey .. wait !! dun off first..
mistress over here still got sumthing to share with you ..
A movie and a doll.
What's movie ? What's kind of doll ?
tadahhhhh...... here they are..


aww ..this is so sweet... <3 i love the theme song very much .
mr.wang..and miss lau..u did great in this movie ..
Go and watched it peeps..promised that u wont regret.. :))
okie this is the movie i wanna intro ..and how about the doll.

nehh nehh nehhhhh CUPIPI ...

damn cute right..nomatter how.. i wll grab it down.
mwhahahaa. i love you cupipi..wait for me kie.coming soon :))

haha kie lah.mr and miss peeps. you may off now :))
thanks for visiting .xoxo. ily ♥
cass . mari . belle . im cumingggg. ~~

Bull shit ♥

ello . peeps .
Im back...
Warning : Please do not hang out when the moon is hanging on the sky.The gate was opened.

2010.8.9 Mon
After the exam and my stuff.
Belle and me decided to get our ass to subang .
Hopefully nothing will happen along the ways.
Becus the 1st and 2nd time ,when belle decided to fetch me over thre..
Twice time also mati battery. -.- ....
WOahhhh. nothing happen...but when we reached subang...
Belle crashed her car.
DAMN...i tot she langgar car....but luckily not...
okie lo...ntg happened...
When we reached klang..................
WE MET ACCIDENT. *hailat*

i was pressing my phone..and belle was driving.
suddenly...we just bang to a car...
my head knocked to the glass.woah luckily my head ckup keras.. :p
after settle eveything..went back to hostel..
On my ways to hostel.sumbdi told me..the gate was opened..
WHY ARE YOU STILL AT OUTSIDE !!!!
sorry for making troubles out and makes u guy worry for us.
IM SO SORRY.

2010.8.10 TUES


Early in the morning..
went to temple with miss yan & mr.titan
we need to pray.. yea..very much that kind.
tsk tsk..alot of ppl over thre.....
After done the praying..went to subang..
kwanyee aka daddyku and mr.darren fetch me.
after waste our time about 3 hours ...
hahahaha. we go met up the MISS CASS.
its been a long time i didnt meet this girl
awwww ..she still nice at all. good then
hope she can teman the dumb dumb .
the stupid boy reallly so stuborn
aiksss. what else i can say..NOTHING..
what can i do is may the god bless him and get ready when he need us.

Dumbo :
start from today , may you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

ash in the emo mode.

bye ....

A lilbit regret ♥

uhherr.
its a post that i keep inside my box
and now im goin to post it up.
quite regret for not going the party.
Its important for me and i miss it.
Sorryyy.
*i never apologize to you since i was born.this is the very first time*

Happy bufday Grandpapa.
You really is a great and wonderful man i never meet before.
thanks gor giving me a lovely mum
and thanks for caring . loving us so much.
You always watch tv when u wake up in the early in da mrning.
And eveytime i saw u being like this...i feel so sry.
I suppose to wake up early and accompany you.
*although im not fluent in hokkien,but i still can handle sum.*
Anyways.i will start to change my attitude.
I love you.granpapa. ♥ healthy and happy forever
(not goin to talk so much in this,but picha will do)


1* Granpapa yg lengcai.


2* The son and simbu of granpapa ( my ah gu & ah gim)


3* all his daughter and husbands ( ah yi & yi jeong)


4* from the left to the right
from the oldest to the youngest


5* my 1st uncle ,auntie and family


6* the 3nd and his family :))


7* 3rd uncle with ALL his daughter.damn chio right.


8*number 4 uncle. ( aunti. why dun u wear a RED shirt)


9* we are happy family.


10* The second auntie..( damn k****i)


11* my familyyy luv luv


12*one of my best auntiee :D


13* The youngest daughter( i wonder why granpapa dun smile)


14* The birthday cake


15* ladiees take a shoot plss :))

yeaaa.it's time to show you some cuteeee pichaaa.

1* this babe really very cute...looks like angmo.awwwh


2* see,he's trying to rogol the pole.hahaha


3* BIiiiiii. i want marry wth u ...ahhh

ok peeps .
Im free for sumtime...so i draw sumthing.hahaha


1. miss Cassadra aka my darlinks


2* kwanyee aka daddyku


3* Marianne aka sweetieku


4* myselff


5*belle (the love one)


6* mwahhahaa.the lovely bird.(weird rite .i dun care )

Anyways .thanks for taking a look for this post.
sleeep earlier plss.
p/s:xoxo. ILY

FML ♥

The mr.August has begun.
And today will be the fifth of it.
Idk what will happen,
I just follow the feel to walk through the days.
Complicated it has become, keep trying to beg myself to look ahead.
For sure, i will make everything looks perfect at all.
Yea ,I promised.

Nowadays...i feel so pressure.
Peeps, you should know what;s going on.
The trial exam really makes everyone go to the crazy mode.
Regret keep bumps out and say helllo.


fml

Should i giveup now ?
NO for sure.I just have to find a ways to throw myself out frm the box.
And i found it.



I know I know.Its abit late to post this.
Went to watch it yesterday night with the lovely boss.
Woahh.Angelina Jolie aka my idol.
She's a amazing woman.I love her from the first sight.
And the first sight was from the movie- Mr & Mrs Smith.
Sure many of the peeps saw this movie before.
Damn chiouuu rite.?
Can u imagine how sweet u can fight with your enemies with the loved one.
Doohdoooh... SALT really is a nice movie .
My idol get three different style in this movie.
I prefer the gold hair lady but not the one who get a short boy hair.
Go and watch it if you can :)

Beside...I saw sumthing from belle ♥ bloggie.
Those happy memories keep flashback in my mind.
I miss every moment we spent for.
XOXO.love you my dearest familyy.
The happiness really make me move on.
I really appreciate the loves and cares.
Thanks buddies.
I dont give fuck anymore.seriously.

Lets the pictures take some talk.


1* This was shoot by babe belle. :))


2*Picha of toi ... :D ( belle looks tallker than me.grr)


3*simple nice will do.


4* Daddy kyee aka byfrie belle


5* Mr.ethon & ur miss ash.(this fella went to kangaroo land dyy sobsob)


6* mari.belle.ash.cass.pradeep.ethon. :))

All of this happened because of this guy .


7* MR chaotut darren

Mr.darren birthday that day.
He get many secs and sure he KO at last.
Nice job sisters and brothers.mwahhaa.
Sad that we didnt make any video for him.hahaha
People who knew me very much will know about the story btwn us.
Im so glad that...we are still friends.
Love this big big gang very much.
Dont afraid....we will be in one again sooon.
Make sure the miss cass and mari make alot of plan for me.hahaa :D
xoxo
P/s :ILY byeee byeee