31.5.11

Fine.




hey readers , how have you beeen ? :)

Well, I lost my ways one moment
but now everything seems perfect and i found back my track.
Its because of them.
They saved a wretch like me...thankiu
During this few weeks, i see reality , i see lies , i see those ugly things thru my eyes.
I couldnt accept what they had done ,
Everything is so buuushit.
But now I realise that im not a superman ,
I couldnt change anything.
what i learned is Give them what they Deserved.
They dont deserve your kindness, They deserve your slap maybe.
No worries , Karma is on the way.


Kindly remind to the Dear Sham , I dont need you ,walk away by yourself please .




Addicted to this song !



The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep




24.5.11

Happy Wednesday




Its a very lovely wednesday again.
Wakuup up early in the morning and i feel good.. :D
Sing Out Loud when taking bath.woots.
*dunlaugh!*



Well , i have to pay more attention for undang ,scare of phailed....pobipobi
But i feel bored when stdy about the undang .so why dont camwhore for awhile. ^^
*i cant wait for my license*



Received the confirmation letter from ntnu last night
I dont really happy for it ,
The letter just like a bomb ,
keep remind me that you have to leave soon ,you have to study hard ,you have to take the responsibility for your choice ...........BLAH !
WHAT TO DO ! that's what i choose !

Rojak Feeling :/
However ,im going to do some crazie things with babes-babes .
I need some perfect memories :D

Addicted this few songs recently , sharing is caring :)
so yay IM CARING about you ,lol.



20.5.11

張惠妹‧我最親愛的‧完整MV

很想知道你近況
我聽人説還不如你對我講
經過那段遺憾
請你放心 我變得更加堅強
世界不管怎樣荒涼
愛過你就不怕孤單

我想你一定喜歡
現在的我學會了你最愛的開朗
想起你的模樣
有什麼錯
還不能夠被原諒
世界不管怎樣荒涼
愛過你就不怕孤單

我最親愛的 你過的怎麼樣
沒我的日子 你別來無恙
依然親愛的 我沒讓你失望
讓我親一親 像朋友一樣

雖然離開了你的時間
比一起還漫長
我們總能補償
因為中間空白的時光
如果還能分享
也是一種浪漫
關係雖然不再一樣
關心卻怎麼能說斷就斷

之間



很震驚很難過
不知道該如何安慰
我知道有時候我們都情願不知道
因為不能想像後果
也不知道可以承擔多少
感到慶倖也感謝主
至少目前我身邊還沒發生這樣的抉擇
這樣的別離

但總有一天,我知道我必須面臨,我期望不會是現在。



總于完成第一步,加油!
我要努力生活!!
上帝保佑。

18.5.11

Being Bored.


Urgh.
I know being bored could be bad for my health ,
But i got no idea to solve it ,
I feel like leave here as fast as possible.
HELP ! I dont want to get bored .
My life should be exciting, chaotic or sometimes even dangerous maybe?!
I miss my school life , i mean my friends and those swt memories ,
NOT the STUDY PART. :)



misseveryone :/

Anyways im waiting better things come into my life.

Hey !!
You were not a mistake. You were just a choice i made and i deeply regret.
But seems everything had past so im not going to say or explain anything .
People ,if you don't know me, don't judge me.
You have no idea about the kinda things I've been through,
Dont just spread news everywhere,
its so annoying :D.
But im a person who can stay mad
i will ends up everything by forgive them.
even they dont deserve it.
what to do ? :(
uhmm the biggest enemy i have is myself !!
sometime i feel confuse , not because i dont know what to do
is confuse about what i want . sigh.

Kay lah readers..i gtg.
thanks for reading ,xoxo.
have a nice day there. :)

9.5.11

太清楚



很短暫的殘缺
讓我喘不過氣,窒息得很
當你知道你要跌下去的時候
你的心裡還是會很恐懼
你的心裡還是會有一絲的痛
慶倖的還是有很多雙手
扶了一把。

太清楚 那是短暫的美
有些事情不想說的太明
有些事情不想再提起
有些事情當做從沒發生
因為太清楚。

也許這是懦弱的表現
但對我來說留著是多餘的
對我來說那還是一道傷
而且祝福也只是爾虞我詐

看到了一句話:You will gain back for what you lost.

兩首歌完完全全是我的心聲,
所以就別問了,讓一切就這樣過去。




你出現我身邊 像個奇蹟發生 沒想到會是你讓我如此失魂
我心中的感覺 是這樣陌生 快樂的牽掛 在相聚的每一分

曾以為我見過所有愛的可能 這一刻才明瞭 我有多麼天真
想給你全世界 一刻我都不願等 想要你的心 卻怕不能成真

因為你有你的人生 我有我的旅程 在前方還有等著你的人
你會哭會笑會愛會傷神 你會不會敲我的門

雖然你對我的認真 我也感動萬分 你終究不是屬於我的人
但記得在你孤單的時候 我會伸出雙手 我會(就)是你朋友
到永久



也許在你心裡夢是自己的 可是在我心裡夢是我們的
你說你要自由我給你自由 你說你要安靜我安靜的像宇宙

如果說這是愛 醒來好像夢一場 如果說這是愛 我情願去流浪
如果說這是愛 請你鬆開我肩膀 如果說這是愛 靜靜的 等天亮

看你露出微笑像個小孩子 看你不再彷徨 也不再祈禱
曾經覺得你是曾經那個你 曾經覺得自己比誰都瞭解愛

眼看著雨 眼看著雨點 眼看著雨點落在了心裡

畢。