一樣的證明

從頭到尾沒有想過的結局竟然發生

不願意相信  也一直試著安慰

但它赤裸裸的就在站在你面前

逃避只能讓自己變得更糟

這樣的遊戲是不是很好玩

所以大家都參與其中

愚蠢的人往往被擺上桌卻渾然不知

這一次的輸讓人更清醒 更難忘

戲做得太真 太讓人忘懷 也太讓人記恨

無法擁有雖然是定局

回想每一次的奔向也不只為了甚麼

就像歌在唱: 我在悲傷的預感里故作鎮定

還是堅持

還是相信

心裡有愛的人還是會被愛

今天的你開了一個大玩笑 而我也笑了

但明天或許你就會是現在的我

看了一本書寫說 

每一個人都不完整但每一個人都是被值得原諒的

即使你的遊戲不適合我但我依然祝福你

不是偉大的人 但既然可以讓我成長 讓我更大量那何樂而不為

上了一堂課: 要大量 , 要仁愛 :)

The lovely day is coming...

According to the Mayan calendar that Friday,Dec 21,2012 will be the end of the world!!
No please no , I want my christmas so badly even though I wish can get a new start too.
p/s:So  readers sorry that this post is not about xmas stuff , so if you hope to see something about XMAS
please stay tuned for the next post.

Things happened unexpectedly , and i make it end.
Thinking & thinking just makes everything more complicated so i just make my choice.

There's no wrong or right , its just a decision for both of us.

Thousand thanks to people who helping us all the time ,
Im so glad that having you guys be with me nomatter you're here or over msia.

There's no return for us , everything will change with time .

Another Week :)

Oh nooo... another week has gone by *like a rocket ...shiuuuuu .... gone*

but i think i have managed my time better than before .

Anyways, this time will intro a super nice place for the readers.

If you dont feel like wasting time for the topic, may leave now ...

This is a so FINALLY gathering with the old buddies

I was planning on this for whole season and finally we can make it out .

When i walked into the restaurant , they was sitting there & waving their hand to me 

Super Duper Happy is the only feeling i can describe .......

I simply love this combination... oh man i love you all 

shyt... out of topic.... nonstop sharing the feeling is so wrong.

 Wonder where we went to ?

After some research is done , we decided to pick the WITCHHOUSE .

Witchhouse is not really a restaurant but more like a cafe ?!

They're not only provide food but also board game , ALOT that kind.

I have to say if you're the lover of board game , you'll love here so much.

seee , this is the only small part of the restaurant.

what to play what to play :///

Alot , you know what is ALOT .

Bang is the board game which i love the most.Hmm should i brought it back to msia ?

We're not purposely gathering for food , so overall this cafe is okay for us.

Beside I have to praise the boss of this cafe, he / she must be a very creative person.

Read the menu & Look at the chair 

I was laughing like nobody business there even my friend start throwing me a -.-'' face. 

let's see what the dirty secret inside :)

oh well , you should call the POLICE , maybe ?

Nice one ??

Oh ! grandma's bra !! oopsss. they should keep it well.  *evilsmile*
you can get a free beverage if you dare to take off your bra and hang it there  , DARE YOU ?

Show you guys some food picture ,
So sowieee for showing this kind of low quality pic,
I promise will snap it properly and edit nicely nxtime.

Green curry with sausage.

Thai style - fishie chop

Chicken chop .

So how my readers ??

I know my pic was not so good

But Im working so hard whey ....So forgiven heh ?

If you feel like do a visit for WITCHHOUSE.

You can check this http://www.witchhouse.org/.

Hope you like this , xoxo . 

see you soon ?
                               
                                                                    End with your truly .

重整

每一天的打擊都很重
每一天的事情都很多
每一天的每一天
都讓我更覺得美好的事  不會降臨
認真的不知道一直以來怎麼告訴自己要自己走過來


認清不是一個完美的人
但很努力 真的很努力

從未有過的肯定味道
我想我很了解
那一年鼓起勇氣的人
只為爭取一個肯定的最後結局
還很清晰的倒帶著
那個時候吧 我想
就這樣走到現在的
沒有了奢望 努力的生存著
不去揣想別人的稱讚
不要奢望就不會失望

至到有一天
有件事讓你覺得自己高興滿足就好的時候
有個人卻走到你旁邊 對你說

[認真的女孩

• 很欣賞認真的態度

好好肯定自己

• 去做自己想要做的事
  要自己看重自己 好好加油
  你肯定會讓妳爸媽因妳驕傲的
  你對人的真心誠意
  • 不要因為以後的挫折而讓自己改變]
    
    
    當下的心情是前所未有的

    不是高傲 是覺得原來有人看到你

    不是特別出色 但卻還是努力存在的你

    我沒有盼望但當下很雀躍 感動 欣慰

    很努力真的很努力

    看不到的沒關係

    我要努力的往上爬 

    就像蜗牛一樣我要脫殼慢慢爬 慢慢創造我的天 :))

Once upon a time..

where have you been?

After the thousand year so here am i again.
Wonder anyone still here with me ??
If you are one of my loyal readers , you'll found that i make some changes here.
Insomnia yesterday night so decided to make a new skin for baby , 
It took quite a time to complete , feel satisfy with my own job :)

Well, started my first class of 2nd semester two weeks ago.
I'm quite happy for the new timetable which arranged by myself.
Got plenty of time to make some goals.
But the same moment something bad happened.
Saw a quotes ,let me share it out.

[ When something bad happens, you have three choices. You can either let it define you, 

destroy you, or you can let it strengthen you. ]

I choose the last one.
Telling myself for thousand times
Never get down because of that , take it as a lesson learned
Bad luck im done with you , can you stay far from me.
Tomorrow is a better day i guess.


Once upon a time
she smile like a sun no matter what
but one day she don't even know what is smile .
Dear Father, if you're listening there ,
please lead her in a plain path.
with thousand of loves.

Real soon.

First of all, i would like to wish Happy Fathers Day to all  fathers out there.
hmmph found that i didnt post anything lately , so sorrry about it .
Will do a short post today.

So a very different Papa day this year.
Although my family dont really celebrate for it ,
but somehow we wont skip a traditional papa dinner every year.
Get some talk before i start my study war again.
just a short call make me feel like cry out loud X(
In this super high stress week, i get peace and calm when i hear your voice.
Home always is the best place you can hide yourself.
So sorry for leaving you guys there and ran so far for studies,
i know you never abandon me and support me all the time.
As i grow older , i realize all the sacrifices for us, Thanks god .
Im going home in a couple weeks so see you , mama and sista soon.
Wait me home ....
love you and mama all the time.

A special night.

What a special night for me & him .

No one will forget this boom :)

Im such a lovely and romantic girl LOL * its trueeeee * 

However , im still miss home and all my babes .

Gonna back in real soon .

I will sapu all those delicious food & gonna travel with the family .

Just cant wait for it .....miss my homie so much. (homesick) :/

Feeling much better , i mean mentally .

But im like a sick cat .......looks pale all the time .

Got no idea whats wrongs with me :( 

And the biggest problem is MY SKIN !!!!

Pimple pop out -.- wtfff

is that period coming soon ?? 

grrrrr... please be nice to me - pray hard.

Anyways , its just a short post.

presentation tmro , good luck :) lovessss

Selina - 謝謝你們 愛我的每個人

怎麼可以這樣做 不知道

怎麼那麼笨          不知道

千千萬個問題

不知道是真的

謝謝你們

愛我的每一個 

接下來會是個艱難的日子

我知道我必須挨過來

但我知道你們都在

尤其是你

你讓20歲的我 知道甚麼是愛的無私

你讓20歲的我 知道甚麼是包容 甚麼是真愛

那麼疲憊 還保護這不懂事的人

讓我為愛而生

謝謝, 你知道的 

我的愛。

了了

好 沒有開始的開始
越來越無法了
是承受太多 引起的反彈
還是 從頭到尾 根本就很爛

還真想和牆壁撞在一起

逃避了那麼久
是時候面對 更是時候鍛鍊自我
很強 很強
再強 又怎樣

很多的很多
已經無法控制 但只能克制
需要甚麼 想要甚麼
總究離不開快樂
我想 我得 我失
起碼 快樂
我知道了

再多的言語 只能用太晚來結束

覺悟了 不鬧了
靜靜的 看著就好

知道你們懂
所以都不說
總是支持著我
辛苦了
直接的人 傷了你們
但要知道 一切是無心 也無意

Be yourself.

Yay! be yourself okay.
There's no one can replace you.
The only things you can do is be yourself and enjoy your life.
We can't stop what people want to say about us ,
so dont care about it.
You cant guarantee everyone love you
so what for caring so much  @#!#!$ ????!?!
You know what : there is someone love the way you are *hehe get caught , yea just the way you are*

& hey you
you drive me crazy.
Do you know respect play an important role in survival?
Such a crap whey.
Just because you is a lec so you can act like a boss ?
Hellooo who you think you are???
I tried to be friendly but what you showed me is totally shit.
Disappointed.never show my respect to this kind of ppl anymore.
Again : my attitude is based on how you treat me
hate / love , you choose.

OMGGG time flies fast...... 

So another week is coming soon
havent arrange my schedule but i know its gonna be a busy week again.
Move on move on move on.
all the best to you guys too :D
Byeee  & good night

p/s: I got no idea how to add on the comment box .Give me some time to fix it .If you got any emergency comment you may email me , xoxo :)

Attitude.

Seriously i dont care how you look at me
you guys love to judge everything with few words /appearance.
and think yourself is so damn right .
hello , we dont play drama , atleast not at me please.
just keep your mouth shut up and leave ,
i dont need your words , cause your word is totally CRAP
random quote: my attitude is based on how you treat me.

oh well , im not trying to throw temper here
imma straight forward ,
i dont mean to offend anyone
If i hurt you , sorry , sincerely.
but this is me ,
i will improve my personality but it dont mean for those drama people.

sorry reader for posting something like this.

oh well , some sharing for you guys .
just went back from a show


2012 Taiwan International Championships & World Super Star.
omg , my very first time watch this kind of show.
They're super awesome.
i love their dance styles : waltz , latin , rumba ...
oh ...they make me feel like go for dance class. -.-
their outfits  gives a nice volume on the dance floor.
Let me give some intro for the international dancer.

Joanna and Michael 



Arunas and Katyusha

Riccardo and yulia



Victor Fung and Anastasia 

Big Big Claps for those couples. Wonderful show for everyone.
hope i got another chance to watch their show again ,thanks sunny for the tic.  :)
so here's my sharing for today , night people .xoxo with lovesss.
-ash.

自己

很多時候 你不會察覺是自己的問題
甚至你覺得是別人的問題
但其實問題是自己 而不是眼見的推卸物

其實快樂日子並不多
表面上很快樂 很悠哉
但在深夜的時候才知道其實卻一直一直活在別人的世界
不覺得嗎??
一舉一動 總牽你的心 *不指感情事*
為了迎合總是會讓自己不舒服的經歷一切
到最後 才會出現恍然大悟 甚至後悔的情形
才明白 最重要的是 負責

感嘆愚鈍 發現得太遲
但未晚
我要快樂的為自己而活.

Blame

Who can you blame when things go wrong
Who can you blame when you never care about it
Who can you blame when you missed it
Seriously , no one you can blame to.
So stop blaming.

Dont destroy her life
You can love her , teach her but why you choose the stupid ways.
You never know how much you can hurt a people with the attitude.
Its a fragile heart , dont break it just because you think thats the best way
Its not.
Seriously , i hate it so much.
Respect !!!
This is what i learned from my lecturer.
and this is what i want to show you or maybe *teach* you.
Dont show us your super king attitude.
You dont own me , you dont own my life.
So think twice before action.

But you know my love for you will never die, mr.dd.

另一個起點

一個禮拜的新起點 新起步
就這樣無聲地來到了尾聲
你問我:過得好嗎
我只能沉默不語的微笑
因為沒有很好也沒有不好
就在灰色地帶一直一直  徘徊

鬧鐘響起
你可以說我愛睡 又或者 說我想走更長遠的路
所以我都一直在睡覺
你沒發現嗎
睡覺就是忘掉一切的途徑
紛紛擾擾都在 睡睡醒醒後
灰飛煙滅
(所以當我說我想睡覺 就是我累了 , 就讓我睡 , 不要煩)

一個人真的能計較多少
凡人不是聖人 但可以做到不計較
當下的那一刻那一秒的無法換來複習後的成功
轉一圈 唱一歌 睡一覺 不計較就誕生了
另一個起點 只祈求 平安快樂幸福
其餘的 還能計較嗎

一個人吃飯 一個人看電影 一個人看球賽 一個人睡覺
這樣的一個人生活 將迎另一個我希望的春天

Down

I reached the peak .

Exhausted , worn down.

Feel like want to be in a coma *sounds better than i want die ??*

honestly , i wish things could be easier.

I lie in the bed for hours , just nonstop thinking.

The more i know , the more i feel hurt.

Everything just bump into the brain automatically

Why things changed when you just get used with it ?

I've heard all typical things like : "will getting better" , "think it from the others way"

but seriously everyone is different so how it feels to me is also different.

Its a big wound in my heart not yours.

Im not a person who simply give a reason and give up on my things

i tried so many times to pretend and walked away

but this kind of escape kill me so much

maybe the simply truth is we love so much , but our lives just don't fit

Lies and excuses doesnt work on me,

you can lie to me now but not ever.

you can find any excuse to cover but one day you will regret for what you had done.

If you know me well then you should know what action i will take, no jokes.

all i want now is zZz , good nightreaders. :)

Wishlist for 2012

2011 just said byebye to us

and im totally FORGOT my wishlist for 2011.

however , i hope can grab something or change something on myself in this year.

♥ -- Wishlist for 2012 --♥

#1. oh...i want this so badly ...MACBOOK.grrr

#2.i love photography , i love lumix very much.

#3. hello cosmetic.I want to tell you that make up is a basic respect to others :)

#4.Be fashionable !! Its a must things seems im staying at taiwan right now. *winks*

#5.Slim down and looking fit ,sexy like her -Rosie Huntington

#6.I should get some vacation with my baby.

#7.I promise parents that i must study hard. God bless me that i can pass all my subject.

#8.To know more friends. :)

#9.To be stronger so i can handle everything !

#10.Smile and be happy all the time .

YAY , finally listed out my top ten ,

i want to make this out before end of this year !!

GOGOGO ashlynn !!!

promise yourself and try your best .

sincerely from ash