I reached the peak .
Feel like want to be in a coma *sounds better than i want die ??*
honestly , i wish things could be easier.
I lie in the bed for hours , just nonstop thinking.
The more i know , the more i feel hurt.
Everything just bump into the brain automatically
Why things changed when you just get used with it ?
I've heard all typical things like : "will getting better" , "think it from the others way"
but seriously everyone is different so how it feels to me is also different.
Its a big wound in my heart not yours.
Im not a person who simply give a reason and give up on my things
i tried so many times to pretend and walked away
but this kind of escape kill me so much
maybe the simply truth is we love so much , but our lives just don't fit
Lies and excuses doesnt work on me,
you can lie to me now but not ever.
you can find any excuse to cover but one day you will regret for what you had done.
If you know me well then you should know what action i will take, no jokes.
all i want now is zZz , good nightreaders. :)
