The Ash

Down

2012-02-17T06:45:00.009-08:00

I reached the peak .

Exhausted , worn down.

Feel like want to be in a coma *sounds better than i want die ??*

honestly , i wish things could be easier.

I lie in the bed for hours , just nonstop thinking.

The more i know , the more i feel hurt.

Everything just bump into the brain automatically

Why things changed when you just get used with it ?

I've heard all typical things like : "will getting better" , "think it from the others way"

but seriously everyone is different so how it feels to me is also different.

Its a big wound in my heart not yours.

Im not a person who simply give a reason and give up on my things

i tried so many times to pretend and walked away

but this kind of escape kill me so much

maybe the simply truth is we love so much , but our lives just don't fit

Lies and excuses doesnt work on me,

you can lie to me now but not ever.

you can find any excuse to cover but one day you will regret for what you had done.

If you know me well then you should know what action i will take, no jokes.

all i want now is zZz , good nightreaders. :)

Wishlist for 2012

2012-01-02T06:43:00.000-08:00

2011 just said byebye to us

and im totally FORGOT my wishlist for 2011.

however , i hope can grab something or change something on myself in this year.

♥ -- Wishlist for 2012 --♥

#1. oh...i want this so badly ...MACBOOK.grrr

#2.i love photography , i love lumix very much.

#3. hello cosmetic.I want to tell you that make up is a basic respect to others :)

#4.Be fashionable !! Its a must things seems im staying at taiwan right now. *winks*

#5.Slim down and looking fit ,sexy like her -Rosie Huntington

#6.I should get some vacation with my baby.

#7.I promise parents that i must study hard. God bless me that i can pass all my subject.

#8.To know more friends. :)

#9.To be stronger so i can handle everything !

#10.Smile and be happy all the time .

YAY , finally listed out my top ten ,

i want to make this out before end of this year !!

GOGOGO ashlynn !!!

promise yourself and try your best .

sincerely from ash

31.12.2011

2011-12-30T10:05:00.000-08:00

*chok樣*

哇!最後一天了。

今年過的起起伏伏

但至少現在我是平安也是快樂的。

讓我想一想2011我都做了甚麼。

我在一個服裝店上班了

我認識了愛我的男人了

我有一大群的姊妹了

去了刁曼島也玩遍了雲頂高原

最後離開了馬來西亞

來到了台灣

和一群熱血的公領人當同學

瘋狂的為啦啦

還有公領營聖誕夜

還有很多數不盡事情在這短短365天的2011發生了....

我真的過得充實也覺得很累

這一年來真的要謝謝爸爸媽媽

我真的覺得我沒有資格要求來到另一個國度

但任性讓我這麼堅持

愛我的你們也放手讓我去學習

真的很謝謝你們的付出

我知道真的很不容易

辛苦了

真的也要感謝一直在我身邊默默陪伴我的他

很多時候我的人生面對挑戰或者問題

都是他用很好的語氣給我方向

很多時候愚蠢的我鬧了不少脾氣

只有他受得了我

我的選擇讓你辛苦了

但希望往日都是我站在你背後為你做事

真的覺得很心疼你。

當然不可以忘記我那一群麻吉

台灣篇

感謝你們對我那麼好

我真的覺得你們很可愛也很好人

我總是那麼直接可是你們還是知道也接受這樣的我

望一下我的桌子，全貼著你們寫給我的小卡

你們給我的加油打氣我會繼續帶到2012

愛你們這群瘋狂的小妞!!

要together gogogo ! 新年快樂!

馬來西亞篇

唉唷就是你啦

生日有你的電話真的讓我想掉淚

我真的願意一直當你的鬧鐘

而且以後不管怎麼樣還是會很愛你

還有你們三個

starbuck vid 很可愛

不過不用逼那個tomboy講話哈哈哈

很開心可以skype一起分享

像你們說的 :雖然安靜但是知道你在身邊就夠了

想馬上回去一起瘋~

最後是兩個大醜男人

麻煩請自動一點找我

不常連絡但是你們也懂我們感情很好的啦 :)

*剪了新髮型迎接新的一年*

最後希望每一年的每一個人都平安快樂。 2012 要開心要上進 :)

Xmas eve :)

2011-12-26T02:42:00.000-08:00

喔！聖誕節就這樣 XIU 的過去了

２０１２　要來了，真的怎麼辦怎麼辦

不過今年的聖誕過得挺不錯的

感謝上帝 :)

一大早就滾到了淡水

真的超冷～鼻子不聽話的一直流鼻水　＊氣死＊

晚上呢就到了台北信義區唷

很有聖誕氣氛，一切都很棒

可是真的people mountain people sea

捷運比平時多了幾倍人

開始擔心倒數那一天要怎麼辦

超多人的捷運站

台北101 大樓

可愛的廣告版－everywood .

平安夜的街

好喜歡雪人和馴鹿

模糊也有模糊的美　。:)

現場還有來自法國的DEEJAY ! 超級ROCK 的一晚

我和金沙的合影

最後當然少不了聖誕樹唷 :)

超級特別多版的聖誕樹

每一棵都很用心的裝飾

最愛這一棵－Ferrero Rocher

在平安夜的前一天

我覺得我真的很勇敢

我去剪了劉海

這一剪真的嚇死很多人

要知道從幾百年開始就有很多人一直碎碎念要我剪

結果因為太害怕會很醜就一直不敢試

在平安夜前就來個大改變 !!!

看一下原本的我。。。

還是有點想念以前

一剪就這樣

好了

不要沉醉在過去!

不要和傷心做朋友!

要比努力更努力!

２０１２　要更棒~!

再一次聖誕節快樂　:)

喘口氣

2011-12-21T23:47:00.000-08:00

吼!

真的是終於。

花了一天的時間，終於換了新衣。

好滿意自己的成果。

這次的設計概念是從chuckei www.chuckei.com 的部落格。

他的部落格真的很棒，人美又有才華。真的oh my god !!

連台灣的同學都覺得她很正!

那一種萬人迷的跡象真的讓人覺得很恐怖。

還有三天就聖誕節了。

今天還是冬至

看大家一直po 湯圓的照片

*我真的很想吃!!!*

算了，有些東西失去了才懂得珍貴。

至於聖誕節呢，只有計畫和同學來個聖誕大餐，

甚麼聖誕計畫早就失敗了。

還以為第一個台灣聖誕會過得特別不同

看來只由希望聖誕晚餐可以很愉快很幸福。

胖胖最近超可愛，嘴巴說出來的話特別動耳。

還在冬至的早上製造一個大家覺得不怎麼樣的驚喜。

超級無敵感動，只差淚水沒噴出來。

兩天的晚上多虧他在另一邊努力陪我邊睡覺，很可愛。

真的要說聲謝謝親愛的胖胖。

最後：有些人離開了就離開了，放手也是一種學習更是開啟另一條路給自己。

Distance

2011-12-08T19:57:00.003-08:00

Nomatter the distance,it won't keep us apart.

-miss my penguin very the much-

Xmas is around....

2011-12-05T00:23:00.001-08:00

Jingle bell or Rudolph the red nose reindeer ♫ ♬ ♪ ♩

Boom whatever , It's december anyway.
I love december very the much
even alot of people might think THE ENDs COMING ~
Blah ! i don't care !
What i have to do is do my best every single day.
Enjoy my life without regret.

but there's some problem coming out....

WHATs my plan for silent night and the xmas day? 0.O
owww...i hate staying inside the room ,
i prefer go outside and enjoy carol everywhere.
It's my very first time celebrate xmas at here.
No one can spoil it gahhhh !
Plan Plan Plan , please be nice to me heh .
any idea ??

Oº°‘¨ what to do with my xmas ? ¨‘°ºO

xoxo, loves.

回來了

2011-11-19T09:29:00.000-08:00

兩個月又二十天.

我消失了那麼久 , 也是時候回來了.

我在這短短的兩個月真的過得很充實很快樂.

初始的寂寞已經沒有那麼定期報到了.

每一天的24小時都很不夠用 ,

所有的時間都花在學習上.

兩個月里 ,

我成功通過很多面試.

對我來說是一種肯定 , 也當然讓我不敢鬆懈.

19歲的我真的不適合喊累.

只要再堅持再加油我就可以做到!

兩個月里 ,

我犧牲了很多.

對我來說是一種成長，讓我學會割捨.

19歲的我應該在步入20前為自己前途選擇最好的路.

只要在努力只要相信沒有甚麼不可能的!

啦啦比賽就來

親善大使課程也開始

公領營開始籌備

師馬開始會議

打起精神做好自己

告訴自己:一切會是美好的 :)

親愛的朋友

我真的過得很好

希望遠方的你們也可以快快樂樂生活.

xoxo.loves

Today.

2011-10-02T07:11:00.000-07:00

A Long Storie.

2011-08-22T22:58:00.000-07:00

A big HELLO to all the readers.
So sorry for not updating my dead blog .
As you knew that I seldom blog due to my laziness.
hehe i know i shouldnt be like this.Chop my lazyworm.
Nomore empty promise to readers but i will only blog when im free.
Im really busy these few weeks.
Farewell celebrations ,trip ,so simply just no time to update so not to worry and thanks for the well wishes from some of my friends!
my life at here.
so now am goin do a post regarding my lifetime.

Story # 1. Farewell Trip with LOLT ,Tioman.
post is going to be very picture heavy

we're goin to TEKEK. *canufinditout*

The ticket. :D

me and babygirl while waiting the boat?ship?

heheh.the island .....can i stay there .oh well.thats a joke only.

& .................
after two hours ,we reached tekek.

Our pinkie room.

I cant wait to swim ~~

Hello readers.we at beach now .

A big YAY to the mr.sea.

and ......i skip skip skip and SKIP our dinner time.cause that got not much picha for it.:/sry.

so here the another day...time flies.haha

Gorgeous one :)

we love sunshine we love sea. :)

am goin snorkelling.come with me ?

Snorkelling lah ! Not Diving :D

yayaya.i looks so fulgyyyy.

oh well.after snorkelling .
we went back hotel and zZz.....have to charge battery wokey :D
So after dinner.....me and jack walked to those shop to buy liquor.
Yay.we wanna down down down. :) so left yan and thomas at the room.
When on the way back, jack said : hey ..actually you know why i bring you out ?
i was like : Huh ...go buy liquor la.what else.
jack: Not that simple.thomas wanna show his love to yan so i bring you out.
within 3 sec , i Keeep HAH HAH HAH .funny ?! *i almost believe his words*
My stupid brain keep repeating: WHAT THOMAS CHASE KY!
and when i opened the door of the room.

BIG BOOOM balloon sound! GOSH !!!

Tadahhh!!! They throw me a surprise as a early birthdaycelebration
My room full of ballooon.So naiiisee.

Hahhaa.when im not around.they capture each other to prove that they worked very hard .

80++ ballooons.

Thankyou so much !! teeehee.

Special thanks to yan , thomas and jack for throwing such a Wonderful Surprise birthday party for me. :) Everything was so great! You guys make a special nyte for me.idk how many times i had cried at the nyte.THANKIU !! ♥

so that's all about my tioman trip.nice endingsss ..

Story #2 Family farewell Din.

After dressup myself.
so went to somewhere near lookoutpoint .cheras.
Cousie stay over there and she make a bbq party for me :D
Whole nyte ,we girls gang nonstop talking at her balcony

SO japanese style.

This shit make me cannot fall asleeep .Whole Nyte!
So around 1 sumthing only we ciao.pity those guys have to be driver LOL.

So the another day was daddy side :D
auntie and uncle so beh min .hahaha.thanks for coming.

Having fun with the *niece* he;s cute :)

Heh! my lil boyrfire :) say hi to readers la doink.

moi ,babyboy and girl :)

& happy birthday to mr.lawdaddy! ♥ loveeu.
Thansalot for coming like what i had post at my fb .

Story # 3 .Farewell with babeS

Dating at eon ,klang with CINDY ! :D
Bbq plaza ! woots.i love the foods so much :)
I hope taiwan got bbq plaza. :(

and ...

hahaha.this picha got special edition when i upload.thats my BOYFRIE.shengyen!'

with the boss jacky...uhh.i looks FAT. :(

Yan & meee.

Xuan and ash.

Am gonna stick all of this at my hostel wall.weee.

oh... I wanted to type longer,but i will still have to go now.
i will see y'all when im gonna blog about taiwan ! :D
Ciaooo ~

What a day :)

2011-08-03T05:49:00.000-07:00

hello mello.
im back.
its like a thousand year never update my blog.pheww :/
still being there for me ?

oh well , i feeel good.
i had many crazy nights with my lovely babe.
They're awesome.
bring me high to the sky and never let me fall. :)
Picha do the talks

♥

-baby.janice.-

-idk whats her name :( -

-*mrxuan w me -

-yan and xuan -

-i love this picha so much -

-before parrtttay -

And recently people keep asking me:Can you skype ..
So here i go..keep skypee with friends once i open my pc.
you can add me by searching my name :ashlynnyii
I love see their facey.
They look so cute doing it. :)

-babyyan family :)-

-maychee babe -

-& gb let me watch drame with him lol.very wtf ryte. -

hmmph.
forgive my lazineess.
goin to bed soon.Exhausted.
I wanna nap awhile at noon.but mama wake me up.
sooooo.......bye everyone.will be back soon.

♥

寂靜的夜晚

2011-07-15T08:25:00.000-07:00

有時候你也搞不懂自己想要的究竟是什麽
你會茫然的不斷往前走甚至往後退
當你已經無路可走的那一刻
你才會清楚知道你要的是什麽
當然也註定你必須做出取捨
十九歲時刻的我
是否該過著瘋狂，無憂的生活
當然像書中寫的：你必須承擔後果
你如果沒有那個能力
就別做少了筋的事
我還是選擇過著安穩的日子好了
偶爾的瘋狂也不賴
點綴那無色無味的日子
太多的瘋狂會讓我窒息或累垮

已經多日沒下雨
竟然有點想念雨的味道
像她說的：我們很久沒有嘗試在雨中漫步了
真的很多很多的以前已經回不來了
越靠近離別的那一天，心中更是不捨
雖說那只不過是離馬來西亞搭個四小時飛機就到的國度
但其實你想帶過去的東西不是那幾個行李箱就能帶的過去
哦不斷提醒自己不可以想太多！！
你要的東西未來才會看見
現在的壯烈犧牲是值得的*雖然不是什麽豐功偉績*

最近很努力的看書

我愛故我在

花了近兩天也就是四十八個小時讀一本
由台灣著名智慧女性陶晶瑩小姐所寫的書
從第一頁到最後一頁
每一字一句
像雨滴般一滴滴的打在我臉上
讀完的那一刻有種鬆了一口氣的感覺
如釋負重？哈哈哈
學了很多也讀懂了很多人心
每一個人的心果然不同
你瞭解自己嗎？

早點睡。晚安。

-想念遙遠的他-

Wed is so ♥

2011-07-14T08:38:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah.
Wednesday is so love.
once i punched my card ,i was like ohh baby its time to get some fun
so i got a movie session with the love one.

The penguinnn is so cute.
they shake their little butt when moving.heh.
Go and watch it.
maybe you can get a very good lesson by it.

And so sure i got a pack of gummy bear for movie
automatically from the love one.
chewy chewy . :D

I prepared a surprise for lovie.
but who knows i get a phailed.grrrrr.
He knw my plan :/
anywyas hope he like it.heheh.xoxo

kayla readers,
not in mood nw.goodbye kay,,, :(

Being Sick.

2011-07-07T05:40:00.000-07:00

Sorry everybody, Im sick
and probably won’t be posting much until I’m better.
Flu and cough keep kacau-ing.grrrh.

Have to be strong.
Recently ,there are so many things happen.
You have to keep find the ways to solve it.
Tired enough :/

luckliy , i got boyfrie and superman to protct me.
Thanks for all the concern.
-recovering-
xoxo

意外

2011-06-01T20:34:00.000-07:00

沒有想到那麼快就結束了
我還以為我有機會去為你做點什麽
當我問你過的好不好時
真的很意外你告訴我你過得不好
看了你寫的
訝異震驚無言愣掉
我才發覺原來我一直沒有做好關心你的工作
親愛的對不起

我能理解你現在的難過你的痛楚·
畢竟努力了那麼久
就這樣沒了
是件難以接受的事
重新安排所有的一切一切也或許會讓你受不了
但你要勇敢站起來
因為夢想雖然破滅了，你還有的是友誼。
忘記了我們的精神嗎
輸贏並不那麼重要，友誼第一.
沙巴沒了就沒了，要振作
如今的難過遺憾已經挽回不了什麼了

看得出你已經完成了你該完成的任務
場上剩下的你真的真的很了不起
說真的我為你們真的感到可惜
就差那麼一點點
但接下來加油好嗎。
下一場比賽，我會在。

勇敢的女孩跑好你的400，不要下水 :) ~

Fine.

2011-05-31T19:55:00.000-07:00

hey readers , how have you beeen ? :)

Well, I lost my ways one moment
but now everything seems perfect and i found back my track.
Its because of them.
They saved a wretch like me...thankiu
During this few weeks, i see reality , i see lies , i see those ugly things thru my eyes.
I couldnt accept what they had done ,
Everything is so buuushit.
But now I realise that im not a superman ,
I couldnt change anything.
what i learned is Give them what they Deserved.
They dont deserve your kindness, They deserve your slap maybe.
No worries , Karma is on the way.

Kindly remind to the Dear Sham , I dont need you ,walk away by yourself please .

Addicted to this song !

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Your impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may of failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cuz talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Happy Wednesday

2011-05-24T21:09:00.000-07:00

Its a very lovely wednesday again.
Wakuup up early in the morning and i feel good.. :D
Sing Out Loud when taking bath.woots.
*dunlaugh!*

Well , i have to pay more attention for undang ,scare of phailed....pobipobi
But i feel bored when stdy about the undang .so why dont camwhore for awhile. ^^
*i cant wait for my license*

Received the confirmation letter from ntnu last night
I dont really happy for it ,
The letter just like a bomb ,
keep remind me that you have to leave soon ,you have to study hard ,you have to take the responsibility for your choice ...........BLAH !
WHAT TO DO ! that's what i choose !

Rojak Feeling :/
However ,im going to do some crazie things with babes-babes .
I need some perfect memories :D

Addicted this few songs recently , sharing is caring :)
so yay IM CARING about you ,lol.

張惠妹‧我最親愛的‧完整MV

2011-05-20T02:01:00.000-07:00

很想知道你近況
我聽人説還不如你對我講
經過那段遺憾
請你放心　我變得更加堅強
世界不管怎樣荒涼
愛過你就不怕孤單

我想你一定喜歡
現在的我學會了你最愛的開朗
想起你的模樣
有什麼錯
還不能夠被原諒
世界不管怎樣荒涼
愛過你就不怕孤單

我最親愛的　你過的怎麼樣
沒我的日子　你別來無恙
依然親愛的　我沒讓你失望
讓我親一親　像朋友一樣

雖然離開了你的時間
比一起還漫長
我們總能補償
因為中間空白的時光
如果還能分享
也是一種浪漫
關係雖然不再一樣
關心卻怎麼能說斷就斷

之間

2011-05-20T01:27:00.000-07:00

很震驚很難過
不知道該如何安慰
我知道有時候我們都情願不知道
因為不能想像後果
也不知道可以承擔多少
感到慶倖也感謝主
至少目前我身邊還沒發生這樣的抉擇
這樣的別離

但總有一天，我知道我必須面臨，我期望不會是現在。

總于完成第一步，加油！
我要努力生活！！
上帝保佑。

Being Bored.

2011-05-18T02:17:00.000-07:00

Urgh.
I know being bored could be bad for my health ,
But i got no idea to solve it ,
I feel like leave here as fast as possible.
HELP ! I dont want to get bored .
My life should be exciting, chaotic or sometimes even dangerous maybe?!
I miss my school life , i mean my friends and those swt memories ,
NOT the STUDY PART. :)

misseveryone :/

Anyways im waiting better things come into my life.

Hey !!
You were not a mistake. You were just a choice i made and i deeply regret.
But seems everything had past so im not going to say or explain anything .
People ,if you don't know me, don't judge me.
You have no idea about the kinda things I've been through,
Dont just spread news everywhere,
its so annoying :D.
But im a person who can stay mad
i will ends up everything by forgive them.
even they dont deserve it.
what to do ? :(
uhmm the biggest enemy i have is myself !!
sometime i feel confuse , not because i dont know what to do
is confuse about what i want . sigh.

Kay lah readers..i gtg.
thanks for reading ,xoxo.
have a nice day there. :)

太清楚

2011-05-09T23:14:00.000-07:00

很短暫的殘缺
讓我喘不過氣，窒息得很
當你知道你要跌下去的時候
你的心裡還是會很恐懼
你的心裡還是會有一絲的痛
慶倖的還是有很多雙手
扶了一把。

太清楚那是短暫的美
有些事情不想說的太明
有些事情不想再提起
有些事情當做從沒發生
因為太清楚。

也許這是懦弱的表現
但對我來說留著是多餘的
對我來說那還是一道傷
而且祝福也只是爾虞我詐

看到了一句話：You will gain back for what you lost.

兩首歌完完全全是我的心聲，
所以就別問了，讓一切就這樣過去。

你出現我身邊　像個奇蹟發生　沒想到會是你讓我如此失魂
我心中的感覺　是這樣陌生　快樂的牽掛　在相聚的每一分

曾以為我見過所有愛的可能　這一刻才明瞭　我有多麼天真
想給你全世界　一刻我都不願等　想要你的心　卻怕不能成真

因為你有你的人生　我有我的旅程　在前方還有等著你的人
你會哭會笑會愛會傷神　你會不會敲我的門

雖然你對我的認真　我也感動萬分　你終究不是屬於我的人
但記得在你孤單的時候　我會伸出雙手　我會(就)是你朋友
到永久

也許在你心裡夢是自己的可是在我心裡夢是我們的
你說你要自由我給你自由你說你要安靜我安靜的像宇宙

如果說這是愛醒來好像夢一場如果說這是愛我情願去流浪
如果說這是愛請你鬆開我肩膀如果說這是愛靜靜的等天亮

看你露出微笑像個小孩子看你不再彷徨也不再祈禱
曾經覺得你是曾經那個你曾經覺得自己比誰都瞭解愛

眼看著雨眼看著雨點眼看著雨點落在了心裡

畢。

Recently

2011-04-13T04:27:00.000-07:00

嗨嗨！！
ITS MY LIFEEEEE~~~
ITS NOW OR NEVER ~~
沒錯，我在*炸歌* ..
在無聊透頂的當下，
在沒有瞌睡蟲打擾的時刻,
我當然得好好來部落一下我的格。

DONT BEND DONT BREAK *我還沉醉在 its my ife*

最近，也就是星期天
我終於忍不住了
酷熱的天氣配上個長髮？！ *熱死了*
一個狠心減了四寸髮...心疼極了
哇四寸對我來說真的是.......!!
有什麽辦法可以讓頭髮長快點？！
哎喲...對我來說女生啊
有頭漂亮的長髮是件幸福的事:)
快點長啊~
女人啊真的愛美不要命:p

Okay 不說那個了
說一個我最近遇到的事分享
我覺得你應該和我一樣
最終會覺得HUH?! 世界上竟然有這樣的人？

甲和乙見面
甲：你好我叫ABC。
*照理來看，正常人會回答：哦我叫DEFF,誰知...
乙眼睛瞟向別處..當什麽東西都沒聽見*
甲只好面帶笑容問：誒，你叫什麽命啊 :) ？
乙：關你什麽事？！
哇！！！！
alamak 怎麼世界上會有這樣的人？
真的有夠怪誒？
雖然也沒有很想要知道你叫什麽名
但起碼人家給錢也應該知道請的人叫什麽名吧？
你真的以為你是誰啊，拜託回去得空照下鏡子
雖然我不能擔保你是否會被自己嚇到。
真有夠自大

自大的人
我見多不多
有些更白，還會對號入座
自以為自己很重要
自以為很有很有存在感
好笑！少拿自己的熱情貼人家的冷屁股可以嗎
會讓人覺得（-。-**）之餘還尷尬的咧
有時候還真搞不懂他們是哪來的*信心*來對號？

唉不說了... 送你們幾首歌聽聽。
其中一首是要送給我小妹！

生日快樂！祝你身體健康，心想事成，快快樂樂。
拜拜...
今日之言：人生如戲，做好你該做的角色:) 加油！

Especially for the dearest sister :)

For all readers ,
Its your Life

I Do.

沒差

2011-04-06T19:18:00.000-07:00

那一夜蠻震驚
不知道爲什麽他會誤會
如果你覺得我真的如他所說的
有談論你們之間的東西
那我也無話可說
可是我真的從沒提起
:) 好姐妹希望你幸福快樂

一大早
就爬起來
開開心心準備上班去
哪知道一個炸彈
炸得我粉身碎骨
你都開口說這樣的話了
我也沒有辦法阻止
只是覺得遺憾可惜
為何你要讓我對你失望
朋友，你不小心踩到我的底線了

很想很想現在就離開
雖然很不捨
可是我真的想離開
嘗試新的生活新的日子
不一樣的世界或許會有不一樣的東西等著我呢
最近很勤勞學寫字
畢竟要寫繁體不是一個簡單的事
加油克服！！

今日之言：有時候的不經意其實是故意
祝你們幸福快樂 :)

IM BACK :)

2011-04-01T01:14:00.000-07:00

Firstly i wanna say sorry to all my readers,
hehes i know its my fault to mia for a long time.
will try my best to post each week :)

hmmphh... gonna share a good news with you guys.

I will be study at NTNU soon. HURRAAY

I was like jumping around and keep laughing
when i get that news.
Its was like AWW is that real ??
Not a early boom for april fool ?
Its my dream .
I wanna be a teacher ...
I do enjoy when those kids keep caliing me Miss.ash.... *dreaming*
Daddy was happy when he knw it .
I hope i wont disappointed anyone in future especially my family.

am goin to thrw a farewell party..
am goin to have a crazy nyte before i leave.
am goin to kiss all my friends before i leave.
ohhhh yay ...bye msia. *winks*

okay finish sharing my good news
and there is a little nagging for someone.

Hello , that's my pants and my shirt .
How can you take it without my permission.
That's new ! i never wear it before and you take it away
WHAT THE FCUK ! *mad*

Readers you should know why am i so angry
Imma a girl who dont have a nice bodyfigure
and i have to survey for a very long time to buy a pants
AND... you knw when you wake up in the morning
and your lovely pants had lost !!
WAS LIKE HUH ?! Whre is my pants ?
then what should i wear?!
seriously you wont feel happy if your things get lost without your permission.
(sorry that i throw my temper out over here)

Okay ! after finish nagging and i wanna say BYE to my readers .
I will back with a post whch full of picha.
I miss y'all....and i love you. mwah. :)

Have a nice day and Happy April Fool :)

對不起

2011-03-17T20:11:00.000-07:00

嘻嘻嘻嘻
對不起沒有把我的部落格更新
把時間停格在幾個星期前
這幾十日以來
過得挺好的
我遲些才來好好述說

現在要去工作了。
再見:)

談起

2011-03-03T18:28:00.000-08:00

談起了愛

翻翻雜誌，無心被一段文字牽引了
七嘴八舌談起了，大家自以為懂的愛
不同的人，有不同的詮釋
讀過了那一篇，就覺得不應該愛的那麼膚淺

讓我從新定義一下
所謂的愛就是
他身邊躺的人不是你，你還是得接受祝福
他無論犯下任何錯誤，你還是得包容原諒
你對他無私付出而不求回報
這樣的愛就像爸爸媽媽對孩子的愛
這樣的愛才能細水流長
伴侶，對有心人來說最後會變成家人
而家人就是著一種愛

所以啊...還沒有能力去放開胸襟的
就別一副很懂得愛。
那是一個非常無知的行為:)

*純屬個人看法*

Rosie

2011-03-02T22:25:00.000-08:00

Be strong like the rose.

*any idea?*
*shoud i getit ?*

Last two days.

2011-02-25T05:29:00.000-08:00

Its wednesday
and she's enjoying her OFFDAY in her room.
Trying to make something work but its quite hard.

Flashing back all those memories..
about the boys and the girls..

She miss all her mates .her friends.
When they being together,they make everything alright.
When they being together,they make alot of fun .
When they being together,they hold everyone tight.
They told her not to be sad when the time has come.
Every goodbye its just wait for the next hi.

Recalling......~
Everything changes but oops ! There's something remains.
that's their love .
Its not like the love between those lovely birds.
but a very very brotha & sista love.
she know the love which they built will never falls apart.
She know the precious memories will never be forgotten.

-the little mr sadness just tying to attack her fragile heart.-

Now she know life doesnt always go her way.
Cause She's not a girl ,not yet a woman.
*Lame ??*

===================================================

Ronan Keating ! Ronan Keating !
my latest idol ?? hahaha
whadever <3

A very lovely song to all my readers and him.--this i promise you.
My love
here i stands before you
im yours now
from this moment on
take my hand
only you can stop me shaking
we'll share forever
this i promise you.

and when i look in your eyes
all of my life feels before me
and Im not running anymore
cause i already know im home
with every beat of my heart
i give you my love completely
my darling this i promise you

my love i can feel your heartbeat
as we dance now
closer than before
dont let go
dont let go
cause i can almost cry now
thi sis forever
i make this vow to you.

bye-bye

2011-02-17T19:20:00.000-08:00

Ah !
i should work hard for my blog..
readers pleasse dont give up with me.
hehe...... i will blog blog blog as much as possible.

daddy say no to MAXIS.
im goin to take the unifi plan.... is that a good idea ??*hmmph*

ash.jack.yan.yun.thomas and weijian*kangaroon :P*

so..... my friend..one of my good friend goin to leave soon.
he will move his ass to kangaroo land.
we had a small gathering that night @overtime ,giza.
Its not a very perfect night , maybe everyone got [ sam sii ]
so shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....and let it go.
Bye bye mr lee. take care.

the story btwn A and B.
Again and again.
argue and argue
and just because the love.
so what to do.......... i choose not to talk. ngek ngek.
Its a perfect way...to let you know i love you so i walk away.

*ello,im not talking about you, dun think so much.*

GTG...see ya later.mwahs.

恐懼

2011-02-13T08:46:00.000-08:00

我是鐵娘子
雖然知道還有一段時間
但我開始緊張
開始害怕
開始猶豫
開始了捨不得

Perfect Two (Acoustic Version) - Auburn

2011-02-11T06:39:00.000-08:00

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain and I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that I feel on our first date

You can be the hero and I can be your side kick
You can be the tear that I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or you can be the sun when it shines in the mornin'

You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as we're together

Don't know if I could ever be
Without you cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause your the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high
And you're the one I wanna marry

Cause you are the one for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you (for you)
You take the both of us (of us)
And we're the perfect two

We're the perfect two
We're the perfect two
Baby me and you
We're the perfect two

you know who i reffer to. :)

NTF

2011-02-08T16:27:00.000-08:00

Ntf stands for not that fine.

Imma very super the noisy people.
when i shut up my mouth means im emo, im angry .
but seriously dont turns my mood to bad situation.
its not very fun to do so.
I will high five with you , not by hand but face. if you do so:)

Mr fever fever please shoo away .
i wanna date with my b.
kay lah.gonna work....

oooopssss. i accidentally bought sumthing for b.<3

* everything will be fine.hehe.just let it be.*

miss u.

Greatday

2011-01-31T05:07:00.000-08:00

Stop crying daddy god.
We love sunshine , we dont need so many water .
Please make it for us.godbless

seee!! COld enough.huhu.
yahoo!!!
LEE JIA WEI !
Champion Champion !
*Why we dont have holiday for it ! *
Im one your supporter.
aWWW ...the nice song ...LISTEN.
GO and listen yea.
hehehe. Although i watched live show
but i still keep repeating listen to the vid.
:)

Baby , please stay happy
you are not the one who stay in the past but future :)
you can do it .xoxo.

AND SURE

ilovey'all

超級星光大道20101219 常佳寧認錯

2011-01-28T18:29:00.000-08:00

I don't beloeve it
是我放弃了你
只为一个没有理由的决定
以为这次我可以
承受你离我而去
不必让你伤心
却刺痛自己
一个人走在傍晚七点的台北City
等着心痛就像黑夜一样的来临
I hate myself
又整夜追逐梦中的你
而明天只剩哭泣的心
怎么才能让我告诉你我不愿意
教彼此都在孤独里忍住伤心
我又怎么告诉你我还爱你
是我自己错误的决定
我要告诉你斥我不愿意
教彼此都在孤独里忍住伤心
我又怎么告诉你我还爱你
是我自己错误的决定

不断的思考
怎样才算是个称职的女友
关心你？会煮饭？
出得了厅堂？
饱读四书五经？
自立不粘人？
突然却又觉得
不是你不好
是他不需要你的那份好
你的好就留给需要你的人

他们说：每个公主都有自己的王子:)

早已明了，何必执着

2011-01-26T22:31:00.000-08:00

就觉得是他
怎么说好呢
就觉得诶好像不错
*直觉也有错的时候*

第一次的谎言，还挺伤的
你的爱就那么随便？
第二次，没感觉中又带点讽刺
明明知道，还是扮厉害哈哈啊
第三次，我知道会有第三次
所以所以我转身。
周杰伦都有的唱啦：转身离开你有话说不出来。
好不容易才抽身你又现身 -。-
*我能不能习惯不要你*

啦啦我的好好朋友
懒惰当白老鼠只好把我推入*火坑*
还在旁边一直说诶不错咧又变长 -.-'''
他说的是：睫毛！
MIRCOZ!!

效果真的很好，
得空可以去试，干脆买来用更好
去他们的网站浏览吧: www.mircoz.com

好了呗
看戏去咯拜 :)
不要忘记微笑

啊！我想你

第一百

2011-01-25T04:43:00.000-08:00

第一百篇

在这第一百篇
首先要恭喜李佳薇
哦 ~ 他的勇敢和what's up
真的*异常* 出色。
为马来西亚争光。。。
awww! 叮当也很厉害。越来越爱了。
我是一只小小小小鸟~~

头发啊头发
你快点长大吧~
我要长长的头发

皮肤啊 *我说脸部*
你要嘛就保持
要嘛就变更好
最近在用这些产品咯
蛮不错，可以试试看。:)

芦荟洗脸霜，芦荟不错，
如果要拉紧皮肤可选择鸡蛋。哈哈

Pure water mist..
出街时，我对会带，很方便，
可以滋润，保湿，还可以让妆不容易掉。

收缩水，真的很有效。味道蛮香的:)

就试试看
如果你的洗脸霜那么刚刚好用完
嘻嘻我很无聊
所以就玩喜怒哀乐。哈哈哈哈
怒的很丑啊！！
哎哟。。。气包包*ahjack说的*

好啦好啦
我要和宝贝聊天
你可以去Skype add 我：ashieloves :)
最后来个我自己的照片
我满爱我自己的，怎么样:p

I.L.Y.

2011-01-24T05:55:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!

What am i goin to say ?
NOTHING.
sigh ...*headache*

Chinese new year around whey
Going back village and celebrate with cousin.
Will be a very good rabbit year ryte.
I want many many angpaw..
I want slim down..
I want chuu :)

Take a Deep Breathe.
Everything will be okay.
Readers ..hows your day ?
Tell me how are you...all my babe. <3
Beside come and Be my twit followers : http://twitter.com/#!/ashlynnyii :D
When I call your name , that's mean nothing
I just wanna make sure you are just around me ,but not so far.

-you are the king ,km.-

我是我

2011-01-23T07:04:00.000-08:00

我比較在乎的是我在乎的人了解自己。

Kinda Noob.

2011-01-23T05:25:00.000-08:00

啊。。。。
多手咯
無聊咯
結果結果
就搞成這個樣！！！

有點白目
*是有點而已*
隨便啦
反正有沒有很醜

放心
我會把header弄美美
這會是暫時性的東西
我不會把它搞成亂七八糟的

多餘
你懂是什麼嗎
那就是當心死了
你才來獻出的殷勤

無聊
你懂是什麼嗎
那就是不認識你
一直click like.
不是小氣
也不是我不“親和”
而是我懂你要幹什麼
乾脆remove 好了。

年初一*我想到了昨晚*
哈哈那個傻婆樣子在另一端唱起歌來
可愛的maychee!
女士們想買衣
可是又懶惰出門可以去這裡看看：

Website	http://mydailysweetiepie.blogspot.com

Okay 我很悶
一直聽歌
一直睡覺
真受不了自己grrr.
我啊是時候去弄header
而你啊就快點follow 我。謝謝。:)

-你過得好嗎？-

HappyGoAround

2011-01-20T23:49:00.000-08:00

HiHi.
im ashlynn , 19*not officially*
hmm.so i just back from vacation.
Its a very good trip for everyone.
I never be so relaxing.
no pressure, no sadness*except that night*
I swear i never cry,wokay.
okay back to topic.
How Are You ,boys and girls. ??
Everyone Fine ??

oops, i should talk about vacation.^^
but im laziee...so i just post some picha ,wee wang wang :)) love

Imma little mermaid, i love sea very much.
I want my house build beside the sea. :)

Not that bad ryte. :D

Icecream . Lomo cam .. phewwvit.

I want slim down !! aim aim ..

I didnt get drunk after this. :p

my legs quite long... woah....

We should look forward. :)

You can see me mieh ?~ :p

grhh..i should improve my skill.

awwww...old street :)

I feel so comfortable , i never be so relaxing.

Melacca. :D

This is so yummy.

Tbowl with lolt gang.

I love all my enemy :p

Where are the stars ?

Hair grow longer ,pleaseee.

Bestie and me. :)

msia police got adil meh ?

Jonker street.

heeee...not goin to post more and more.
people !!Cny coming soon. and valentine so.
whats you plan ??
oh..angpau angpau lai whey..
everyone need cash .
HOHO.
kay lah...I go sweet with my baby girls.
see you soon.bye - bye
ends with this pciah :))

HOOHOO.

2011-01-16T06:04:00.000-08:00

Im alive !
so current city : KLANG .
yehyehhoohoo.
but too bad.
I got no headphone, couldnt skype with the babe angie.
yishh .....

Just back from cousie wedding.
Lovely bird.!! Wish you both Happy Forever.
Must hang fuk !!
*will post those photo on next post *

I just done everyting few days ago.
I hope this will surprise him.weeeeeee :D
Happy birthday again !!
what for to wait.
tadahhhh !!! my work.
Dont laugh wokay..i tried my best .

weeeeee :D
nice or not ??
surprise surprise.HOHOHO!!!!
got to go...
seeee you soon.
xoxo..love.

Here we are.

2011-01-11T06:58:00.000-08:00

So recently ,
I mean this few days
after i resigned.
I lost my way.
I dont know what should i do
and what i must do.
*maybe i should get a driving license*

Owh ! suffer enough.
you know how much i hate of this.
got nothing to let me do
got nothing to let me happy
im just a body without emotions
Someone might bring happiness for me
you ? you or you maybe.
*darling, please give me a text :( *

Rawrrr !!!
I want chocolate !
I want chocolate !
I want chocolate !
I want chocolate !
I want it with rum & raisin !
I want !!!!!!!!!!! grrrrr....
Dont fussing about this.
Sometime people will just lost control
and scream like this.

WA BEH TAHAN !

OKAY .
I feel much better.
Readers , im sorry to realease something stupid like this.
But i think if you really my supporters
or my friend ..
you will accept everything of me.right.
Vacation soon.
I'll take many nice photo to share :)

I MISS ALL MY FRN !
xoxo.ash love.

Saturday .

2011-01-08T05:40:00.000-08:00

SATURDAY IS LOVE

Saturday ; weekend again.
So early in the morning yea.
7 AM ! *you will know this if you catch up my fb status/twit.*

Followmia :http://twitter.com/#!/ashlynnyii

@Curve , theapartment.
i was waiting sister to pick me up.
compare sitting there and do nothing
i prefer get some dessert.
a piece of strawberry cheesecake and banana crumbles
a cup of ice lemon tea.
ohh...what a lovely day
so here's the picha.
ENJOY.

The apartment.

Strawberry Cheese Cake. yumm <3

Banana Crumbles. :D

Jack and thomas . my uncle :p

I need some love.

I love you.

Gonna watch gossip girl
Hope you love this post.
xoxo.

- nomatter how far we can walk , it enough for today .-

Its FRIEND.

2011-01-06T19:47:00.000-08:00

I do appreciate every single friend.
They love me so much.
and for sure i love them also.
And this 5 little boys and girls
Gimme alot of fun in this few months.
THANK YOU.

SHE ; yen.
always sent me some boom boom song .
because we always feel sleepy when working.
knowing her for few months,
and what can i describe her will be
LANC but GREAT.
heeheeeeee.
freshiee darling.
always my sweety jie jie.

HIM ; skiib.
accompany me at msn all the time.
he always use his way to treat me
like such of BULLY.
but i know how much he caring of me.
thank you shawty.
will be missing you .

HER ; shan,hawa
You two siao bo..
mmg speechelss.
hahahahaha.
Such a good two friends
always helping me in make-up stuff.
im kinda noob for that.
anyway i will be back soon.

Dar ; ang
hello.thanks for always updates the news for me
i love to received your call or msg.
ahhaha.no matter how,
its past ,so yea.
Look forward,mr sweet with mr.E
i will be here anytime ,xoxo
you jump,i jump
lol

ooopsy daisy.
Im goin to chitchat with buddies.
See you soon.
And i promise the next post will not be like this
heehee.loves.
ash

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVONNEBABE.*

SAY HI.

2010-12-31T22:58:00.000-08:00

嗨嗨嗨 2011
新的一年新的開始
舊的不去新的不來
wasehh 我在寫什麽啊！
不要跳tone
回來這裡。

*2011 會是個充滿色彩的一年*

就昨天嘛 *不然今天咩*
太無聊咯 *其實也不很得空*
太難過咯 *其實是興奮的*
就跑去雲頂。

兩位大少很好的等我下班才去
其實都有一樣的觀點
煙火何時看都可以
友誼啊卻不是你想珍惜的時候才珍惜
到了靠近ria 那裡，竟然block.
反正不趕，停車，走路上
與其停在那裡發呆，
倒不如邊走邊聊天

*冷，退讓；熱，奔放*

天氣很冷，霧很濃
也覺得自己挺硬朗的
就快凍壞了，也不會想要像有些女生一直嗲，吵死了
每一次的寒風吹過，心就免不了鎖緊了一番
其實大家都一樣，只是堅持著。
我們回到了過去
就是回到了以前瀟灑的自己
愛恨分明
想做什麽就去做
也不太在意別人怎麼看

*一個微笑，一個開始*

*不用很強，也不要太弱*

四處走走
留下了足跡
昨日的我非常確定明瞭今日我可以很慘
因為已經很久很久沒有熬夜了
而近日的我真的的確很慘
是值得的啦

2011的你要加油
知足自樂。
上帝保佑。

-我的今後，不會有你的參與，沒預你的份-

Letter for ash.

2010-12-30T19:13:00.000-08:00

a letter for ash.

Dear ash:

When the clocks strike on midnight , it's not just the beginning of a new year, it's the official end of your 18.So as always, a new chapter begins,you should set some goals for your 2011.Turn back your head and see - alot has happened.Some of it was sad, but most of it has been lovely, please don’t give too much away, just leave it at that.

In this year, you’ve gotten a lot of advice from adults . Some of it is good, and some is not. Some of the things they’ve told you are true; not so much, the rest. But anyways,those advice will help you so much.Oh..you are going to study in college soon. Actively learn thanks.You should know how much your parents had done on you.*yea,i know*

Sweetheart you don’t have to worry ,you’ll find your way there eventually.Wherever you are, whatever you do, be there and do it.You are not that perfect, You are not that awesome like others,Just try your best ,okay!Stop starting your speech with “I think”s and “I don’t know”s.Grab what you want only.

hey girl , dont be so stupid again okay.remember this phrases : You will never be alone.We will always here for you. This is what your lovely friend told you. Your friend can see what you had paid for them. People who selfish dont deserve any love from you.So forget and forgive.Everything will be nice.Be yourself. Be true. Be happy. God Bless you !

I love you and keep smiling
Ashlynn

清

2010-12-30T18:47:00.000-08:00

清

非常確定
現在只要有
一張床
一張被單
一個娃娃
可以毫不猶豫的躺下
就與周公約會去了

月色朦朧
兩個影子
闡述著自己的故事
那短短的幾句
那匆匆的話語
讓心裡
很欣慰
很滿足
就沉沉睡下去

沒有什麽特別的
就也釋懷了
沒什麽留不留戀
也沒什麼舍不捨
清了清
11就來了

Oh No.

2010-12-29T23:45:00.000-08:00

ash in love... <3

Oh No babe.
Guess what ?
While watching the drama ,
I had such thoughts again.
I know i was right.
Back and never changed.

I damn angry with myself.
I 'should know its a game for you.
But luckily i knw it earlier.
I am not sad and sorrowful.
I didnt lost anything, but you.
You lost mr.love
You lost mrs.trust
You totally is a loser.

I never say, because I was speechless.
My heart had already forgiven you .
But stay far ,thanks.It's not so fun for playing this.
God bless.

- loves make a people grow up , or sink down. ash belongs to GU. -

感動

2010-12-27T00:50:00.000-08:00

好啦好啦
我認我懶惰所以都用中文更新
中文字總是能很好的詮釋心情嘛
英文字a-z ，一點東西就得打一大篇
沒法，還是得靠它來把自己的英文搞好。
無奈掛在臉上。

面子書泛起了一股number遊戲
從來不知道有人會羡慕我
從來不知道有人那麼肯定我
但我知道我真的很吵
是很感動，你們竟然看到我的努力
哈哈哈是啦，我是感性的動物
但理性偶爾還是回敲上門來
不能怪我會為你們的文字感動

不是炫耀我有多好
有多厲害
自己知道自己
論姿色論智力
我想周邊的人都比我好
純屬分享我的感動也順便回應
通過以下文字，你就可以知道我是否在回應你。

1. hope we can same like before.hope one day can see u on a magazine = thankiu so much my dear. for sure we will be the same like before.nonstop to chitchat.heehee.find a day go yumcha :)

2.you are really a Pro Kaki in socializing,so talkative = i will change my temper .hahaha.nothing envy or what . pro ? not at all . give smile to people then everything will be better.jiayou.

3. Be more optimism in everything, life is wonderful =I know you having travel now. just wanna tell you ...you also very nice at all.loves.and im not emo always.always happy delurh.

4.you got your own opinion and you are so smart always = ILY. haha.you are the first say im so smart ALWAYS>yeahhhhh babe. :)) I will take my heels when im free.not that hurry.

5.the 2nd i write,very long time no meet d : LOL. miss then miss la.abit. haha. i know what are you missing.? my sister ? or missing me help you do hmewrk.LOL.

6.i miss you gurl,work hard k ? ? = haha you know i will work hard what .heehee.love you .whre are you recently.?

7.u are so pretty = I was so like wtf... ! you guys talk bull shit over there.and the stupid f9 come and ask me loh ...hahaha. you are so handsome also. :)

8.be patient ,met something horrible = Yea.damn kesian.lost a phone. sad case. heehee. hmmph .

9.dun say my badminton = Just accept the fact.if you can beat them down..i will say you geng.

10.tis is destiny,i'm glad to agree with u = heeheeeeee.okay .i will find a better place for myself.You too kay.take care when study over there.

11.muwahhahaa give me your yellow things = you mean spongebob ? NO WAY.its belongs to me.

12.be great in your further study = i will.loves.you too .take care.xoxo

13.You are friendly,of course sampat ,will be very miss you = me too.Will be very miss you.so dont waste time anymore.date me out. :D

14.a gal who always sour me T^T = sayang only sour kay. appreciate the frnship btwn us.<3 15.101. u are super nice = buddies...really sorry for didnt meet you when you are back.damn busy that time.meet up soon with moon. :) 好啦，到這裡吧。要去聚餐了。可愛的印尼公主回來了。

- i do miss you all the time.Where are you. Dont you say you will give confidence to me-

黑

2010-12-25T22:30:00.000-08:00

聖誕夜就這樣過了。
寂靜為漆黑的夜晚填上了幾分憂愁。
雖然總會一個人在空蕩蕩的房裡，
但其實也不會像想像中如此的難過。
一個人靜靜的，有解脫的感覺，又有惆悵的陪伴。

舊的始終是舊的，回頭只是以為你還是以前的你。
天真出賣了你的動作，不知當初的毛蟲已化為蝴蝶。

沒有對與錯，勾起只會讓你我浪費每一時刻。
喜歡的是面容，不是因為我是我。
喜歡雖然沒有設下任何下限，
但純在是有理由的。
驗證說開了只是一個我說你做的方程式。
已經失去了你想做的那一個意思了。

男人眼裡把我們分成兩種
第一種：能娶回家的女人
第二種：取得開心回頭就走
增進自己，不是抬高價，
是我們都有一個標價。
何必頑固在那一個階段停滯不前呢？
要做就做到最好，不要就拉倒。
第二種的女人。滋味試過了就擺脫，
否則悲哀遲早會找上你的。

時間會解釋一切。加油。

Merry the Xmas.

2010-12-25T21:28:00.000-08:00

Jingle bell jingle bell.
Jingle all the way.....
So yea.will be a xmas post.

24th of dec.
It's christmas eve.
Right after i fong gong.
Stanley and boss pick me up, we got only one hour to be there.
PAVILLION. !!

Boss.S is a very good gps.
He can lead us to the destination within one hours.
For sure we must have a good driver aka Stanley .
thank you so much.really.

What a bad day.
I lost my phonie when having the celebration.
My whitey bag get a big big hole !
hmmph ! cursed you man.
Kena aids , kena cancer...ahh watever.*sobad*

People !! How many pressie you've gt for the xmas.
I got threee . !! thanksalot.
I do love xmas decoration.
Those bling bling things,
those santa , reindeer , awwww... i fell in love with it.
okiee.mind stucked.
Dont know what to say now.
Picha will do. sowiee. :)) *doublechin-chin*

1.after make up -smokey.
thanks lingshan.nikki.and hawa elly.

2.The hairband of vicy..santa claus. :D

3. Kitty . ash

4.kitty and ash again.

5. On the way to pavillion.

6. Babe evonne . ash

7.Erica . ash

8.erica againnn. -.- '''

9.darling vonne.bii.ash

10.Bii and ash. supeerlurb. :)

11.One of my pressie-lollipop by bii

OKIE LAH.
MERRY XMAS TO Y"ALL.
God bless you all the time.♥
xoxo.loves

明知道

2010-12-24T15:45:00.000-08:00

明知道人多還是要去

明知道危險還是要拿
明知道會有扒手還是沒有照顧好
明知道他說謊還是要當做沒事發生
明知道那是謊言還是要當做他是無心的
明知道自己難過得半死還是要開開心心的度過平安夜
明知道恐懼明知道會有第二次還是茫然相信
明知道就是明知道所以受傷也不值得同情
自己應該負責
要看清楚了
有了第一次事後的明知道
就不允許有第二次。

不是我傻的可愛，
而是我不想腦中會有你的爲什麽
而是我不想猜穿在一旁看你如何把我當笑話。

聖誕節快樂。
下一篇會好好的分享。

意書

Merrrry Xmas

2010-12-23T06:23:00.000-08:00

Heyyyo people.

Xmas is cuming soon.

any plan for it. ??

hmmm... dont lokkup yourself at home

Go Out and Have fun !

Im so happiee .

Yesterday was black.

But today is soooooo *colourfullie*
I got a early pressie from buibui.

A bouquet of flower and a choco bear.

thank you so muchie.

superr love it. :))

And A good news .

I won in the war.

I get the permisssion.

So yeahh.taiwan..im cuming for you.

Sorry.its just a short post.

I need to move my butt from here and wrap all those pressie.

Byeee.see you soon.

Xmas post must be.

xoxo.lovex.

Hurt.

2010-12-21T19:44:00.000-08:00

Black Wednesday.
And today's not my day.

Im so sad.
F**k myself for thousand time
How can i come out with this shitiee result.
Sad...and hurt deeply.

For people who criticize and laughing me ryte now.
Beware ..i wont give out the second chance to let you do so.
I will study harder and work harder.
It's just a cer..A paper with aaa or bbb or F !
It doesnt mean you can work with high payment if you got more A now.
seee ! people who got 8 A , what they having now ?
They cant speak well like people who got 4 A.
They cant play ball as well like people who got 1 A
Result doesnt MEAN EVERYTHING !
get what i mean.
*hmmm* watever. :(
Goin to start war tomoro.
I will still running my plan.
That's my goal ..and you cant make decision for me.
:)) think open minded thanksss.

oh yeah.god bless everything will be fine.
heyy guy..If you are freee. go listenn some song which sing by Hillsong.
they are so awesomeee.i love their song so much.especially Hosanna. :))
k...gotto meet bui buii ..Byeee. <3

Yipieeeeeee.

2010-12-18T22:57:00.000-08:00

Hi guys,how's your day?
As for me here ,I feel not that good.
hmmph. You know what ...
My result gonna release on WEDNESDAY.
Will be a big bomb for me .

Im so afraid and nervous.
Compare is what they love to do.
Never compare one sibling to another.please
It's Hurt enough.
God bless everything will be fine. :(

Xmas coming soon, i got a small wishiee here.
Santa claus , Can you make my hair grow faster abitbit.

seeee. Girl with a long hair looks so sexy / sweet.
I prefer to be the sexy one due to my looks. *lol*
They said i looks like a devil after makeup.
teeeheeee.I don't mind what chu commented on me.

I wanna thanks somebdy here.*skiptone in damn fast speed rytee* :p
thank you for treating me so good.
thank you for loving me / liking me so much.
thank you for every single words that you sent.
Appreciate so much.
maybe in someday , i will say yes i do. :))

peeepiee.pray for me can arhx?
I want a so-so result or a good result.
I dont want get a *failed* for any subject.
Thank you so much if you really pray for me :D
love you guys.xoxo.

- There is many a tear in the heart that never reaches the eyes -

F.A.B.U.

2010-12-18T05:02:00.000-08:00

F.A.B.U
Friends after break up.
I saw something different.
That's why I blog this out.

Well , different people have different perspective,
From what i saw , I can tell you that is possible to be friend with your ex.
Although i know its possible
But for me ....Its a hard mission.
The hurt and scratch still there .
I have to take a long period to heal.
Always give myself a cooling off period.*lol*

You know which steps is the most difficult to get back the friendship?
Yea..BREAKING THE ICE.
phheeewww man.This aint easy.
Must good in talking. Dont you think so.
You have to avoid those hurtful topics.
tsk tsk...... *shakehead* Hard enough. hmmph.

I got a story here.
P= boy , A = girl
P : Have fun on your pd trip :)
A: Huh ?
P: Don't you goin for your trip ?
A:Who are you ?
*I will delete their number to avoid i find them again*
P:Im ...... you delete me :( ....................
A:Where you get the news that im goin for trip
P: im stalker what.............
So we start our conversation.
I couldn't believe that i still can chat with him
I thought that i will show him lancey face or dont even give him a damn.
But kindness betray me. teeehee
anyways, i save back the friendship.rytee.

People , appreciate what you having now.
Do not look back when you choose to leave.

- If you choose the same way , then you better stay far from me. -

COLD.

2010-12-17T07:42:00.000-08:00

*cold*

Hi.

According to the news,
Klang.....*blabla* ..Rain..*blabla*
What i know is , recently i feel so f**king cooold.
Seriously , I need to bring my jacket all the time.
Hmmph , thanks mum for the new blue bunny jacket.lol.

Sharing is caring.
Yes..I care you guys so much.*ithinkso*
Gonna share this to you.

DOVE !!!!

This yummy dove really make us crazy.
Ting and me fall in love with mr.dove.
Four favour to let you pick it up....
Try the purple one... raisins, halzenut... lol...
Dove is so....AW ! haha . Cheapie and yummy.
Its just cost Rm 2.40 ...if not mistaken.
BUY IT KAY.
TRY IT KAY .
Thats all. :p

Kay kay..i have to go on my bed now..
FIVE AM.gosh ..god bless i wont late for it.
GOooood Night.
xoxo.loves.

Chipmunks - Happy Birthday to You!!!

2010-12-16T03:04:00.000-08:00

MISS AMANDA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
Officially 19 huh.
Dai gor luuiii.
But nevermind ..stay cuteeee.
Never regret having you this cutie friend,
Appreciate our friendship very much.
My lovely doraemon,
hope you....
Healthy and happy always.
Pretty ang cutiie forever.
HAVE BLAST.
again.happyyyyyy the birthdayy.
xoxo.ily.

December.

2010-12-14T01:47:00.000-08:00

Santa Claus is coming to town.
weeeeeeeeeeee :D
within 20 days , we are goin to celebrate XMAS.
I do love christmas very much . you ?
Cant wait for it.
How good if i can celebrate xmas at europe country.
Everyne stay in the house and sing xmas song..*imagine~~*

One word to describe.-PALE.
Sick like a kitty miaoo.
vomit like 92637167631 times a day. *kua cheong abit kayyy.lols *
Hope i can decrease my weight by this way..

Have you watch this drama...
I finished it without 3 days
i love gao gu leonggg and law sheng...perfect match lo...
I cant understand why the director let cheng cheng passed away.
:(( emooo .
Readers.GO AND WATCH IT kayyy.
You wont regret.. teeeheee. -.-v

Its just a small post for today.
Cause i got no mood.
Alot of picha and outing i havent blog it out.Sorry.
Love you guys.
xoxo

- Yes, I do -

一夜之看透

2010-12-10T18:44:00.000-08:00

寂静的夜晚
凌晨一点二十八
想了很多
若把时钟调回几个小时前
我会做同样的事，同样的动作吗
刚才我毫不思考的说会
而这一秒我犹豫了。

我犹豫的
不是如此的行为是否会伤害那不值得我批评的人
我犹豫的
是那对我如小妹的老板们
他们没有必要因为我的行为而要说声抱歉/不好意思
我不可以那么自私搞砸他们建立的东西
或许少了冲动，或许情况就不一样
该说自己还是个热血沸腾的少年
还是要说自己还没看透世间

社会原来是个有那么多病态的东西
社会原来有那么多不同的人存在
看到为了生活就可以敲诈
看到为了生活就需要改变
看到为了生活就没有选择
原来社会可以改变人类
社会让人变得恐怖
社会让一个人变成一个不值钱的东西
或让一个人增进自己走在世界前端。

总爱把喜怒哀乐摆在脸上，
让人伤得体无完肤
可也站得很快
或许在我这个年龄层
我比其他人经历了很多很多事情
学到了很多，也逐渐看开
每一次的沟通
都在成长
或许还没全然开窍总有一天会的
往后一看才发现已经不是以前的那个我了

不是变得残酷而是我会选择人来疼惜
不是变得高傲而是我在保护自己
不是变得忧郁而是我在思考
不是变得无情而是我懂得珍惜了
其实大家都变了
我们不像以前那个我们了
我们不是天真的小孩
我们不可以做错事就可以推卸别人
我们不可以不看场合说活
我们不可以不看别人脸色
我们要为了社会现实而隐藏自己

这一夜学了很多很多
看清楚了也警惕自己了
朋友，过去就过去未来要加油大家都看着你的！

Break it.

2010-12-09T21:51:00.000-08:00

I MAKE IT !
Break the record of visitors.
Thankiuu so much for all the readers.
You guys are so awesome.

Readers i have to apologize for all my post.
Broken english ,Broken picha.
I know my english very sucks
So i have to waste alot of time to blog every single post.
You know how hardly to type a passage without mistake.*but still got mistakes,grrr*
You know how many times i have to retype retype and retype.
Grammar sucks. vocab sucks.
But blogging is one of the way to improve myself.
I cant understand something.
Is that means people who poor in english are not allowed blog by eng ?
Is that wrong to improve myself by this way ?
NGOR MM MENG lo.

They told me this .
Don't have to bother how people comment on you.
You are not born to live for them, but yourself.
That's you ,ashlynn.
Always believe youself , always try your best in everything.

Enough.
I satisfy for what im having now.
Got readers better than nothing.
teeeheee.once again.THANKIU SO MUCH.

LATEST :He suicide for the one he loved the most.

A sad case was happened .
why suicide for a girl who you love but she doesn't appreciate you?
some of them blame the girl , and some of them laugh / scold the guy.
The girl just 18 years old.
She got nothing wrong in this case,
you hate her for what ?
Hate her for break up ?
I believe the same story if happens on different people
will got different response, give him respect.
That's his own life and he make a decision- end it.
If a family teach him well, caring him very the much
He would not put the girl in the 1st in his heart but family.
Sigh. anyways.RIP.

How you think about this case. ?
xoxo,loves.♥

-Stop it, you can do it.-

Love . Hate

2010-12-07T22:59:00.000-08:00

Hello.Annyeonghaseyo.Namastē.Ciao.Bonjour.Konichiwa.
*Yea.immmm so boringgg *

Im goin to ask you guys TWO questions.
1.Do You know me?
2.Very well ?
I don't think you guys know me very well.
Maybe you just know...yea..this is ashlynn.18 . That's all.
So now , i will share to y'all what i love and what i hate.
Love ♥

1.SMILE- smile make my day looks better. :)

2.SHOP- women love to shop, dont you ?

3.FRIENDS- They give me power and strength. <3

4.LOVE & DANCE- release all the anger and pressure.

>
5.TRAVEL- beach , sunshine , culture ....its my life.

6.PILLOWTALK- i love to talk when i almost sleep.teehee

7.PHOTOGRAPHY- is a magic .save the moment in one sec and it will be forever.

and sureeeee. i LOVE myself.♥

Hate !

1.PET- i know they are cute.but i really cannot acept.sowiee.

2.BITCH & BASTARD- people who step on my tail , i will let him/her what is regret. :) *beware*
in my dictionary. bitch / bastard = betrayer , spoiler ,....etc.

3.MENSTRUAL PAIN- this stupid auntie kills every lady.

4.CHICKEN- I will only eat chicken when its not bloody and without bone.lol.thats me !

alrite guys.
that's my love and hate.
remember it ? hahah...
Everyone got their love and hate, so give people respect .
Do not make people angry.Peace. -.-v
kayy. ash will go genting tmro night....see you soon readers.♥

XoXo.lovesss.

-when is the ending , I cant see the point. -

In the Lonelynite.

2010-12-06T04:27:00.000-08:00

Since the day , i couldn't find back my smile.

Telling myself for thousand time,
Do Not Repeat The Same Mistake.
But i still get a *fail* for my test.
Kinda disappointed .
Its that a difficulties that god give it to me ?
*Sighhh*

However,
I have to get over
Be Strong,
and
Be Smart.

Be with someone who knows what they have when they have you.

- Still loving , what for ? -

November.

2010-12-03T18:26:00.000-08:00

It's November end.
Sorry for not always updated. :))
However,there are few words to describe my november.
Happy - Im graduate.
Sad - Losing someone.
Excited -My big day.
Disappointed-Left.
what a "mixture" feelingss.

Imma november babe.
I always thought that there is not many people born on this month.
But im wrong !!
david,bii,bel ......... we are november babe !
And for sure , I got alot of celebration.
okayss.So now.. im going to share David birthday.

Happy Birthday Mr.david.
dai gor zai looo.

with all the babes. <3

alyssa.ash.

baby von and ash. :D

lcm.ash

bii and moi

before went for the partyy :)

okayyy..i got no mre picha to show you guys,
beside 3 & 4 of dec was Jcard day.
Crowded hell yeah.
i wont go and shop during j card day,
Its so crazy...
You can see those auntie shout here and there
Grab their things by pushing each others
All the children have to carry or Q-up for their parents
*pity man*however...
I bought 2 shirt and one slpie pants for myself.

The white shirt.its just rm 8 cheeeeeeapie.

Yan and me buy the same pants.pink with bunny :)

Its been a long time we didnt capture like this.

Kayyy .I have to stop here.
Alot of work waiting for me.LoL.
bueeei.see you soon.love

我很好

2010-11-30T17:56:00.000-08:00

谢谢
我很好

过去就过去
不计较不去想
未来
等着我

天蝎
固执
报复心重
但我不是
我是那个除此之外的

太好了就容易陷入
太好了就得忍受
太好了就是太好了

感谢上帝
让我清醒
梦终。情也终。

对吗

2010-11-26T02:26:00.000-08:00

睁开眼
拨了通熟悉的号码
电话挂了
就这样。

曾经的那一刻
觉得是可以的

此刻的我
想问对吗

牺牲不是多余的
天真我想太多了
认真你也一样吗
坦诚你给我了
界限我要跨越的

这样的一个你
把自己藏在一个世界
我闯了失败之余还带点成功
想这样呆在里头
至到你离开
而我仍呆在那里

我就是个不低头的蔷薇
但倔强的卑微
担心一碰就会碎

潇洒我是的
是个面具而已吗
背后默读眼泪

用力撑开双臂
梦因你而无畏

加油。
还没有到最后
花不会枯萎。

♥上帝让我遇见了你

Its a Night.

2010-11-25T18:41:00.000-08:00

Its gone and its the night.
A very great ending for every senior three student.
GOGOGO... go make your own goal.
A bright future waiting us. !

-Botanic Club-
im a lazzziee blogger. so yea.
Picha okieeee ? *i dont mind if you directly press alt + f4* heeeheeee

he is so lucky man *winks*

Yan.Ash.Ang

Bestie and miiii.

babe and your truly.

joan.ash.tingg

The ladyy. :)

The superhawaiiian.

I smile when we are together.

:))))

Itsss me. fuggly. :(

Kloooh. Stop here .
tsk tsk...i know i know.
Im lousy .mwahahhaa.
But i dun mind.lols
lovesss.

-He's the only one ♥-

When the night has come.

2010-11-23T19:04:00.001-08:00

Hi. Im back.
sorry * 91289126912917291729179.
I know its sososo late to post up my bufday and bla bla
Once again. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASH.
Officially 18.God know i wait this for ages.lols
anywayss,here's the story.
Im not goin to explain so much , but picha will do .♥

20.11.2010
Its not my birthday yet, but EVE.
-Premierre-

1. the bestie served me.lols.
just like a princess. :p

2.She is good enough.

3.Camwhore all the time when waiting my bestie.

4.Capture before the people come over.

5.Goin for dinner.

6. The decoration of room.*thankiuu so much*

7.Birthday present.
thanks buddy,i love the holga super the much

8.Almost ko becus of this.

9.The breakfast time

There is alot of picha from bii huang.
you may look at this link.
http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/album.php?aid=28870&id=100001038884168
*alot of FUNNY PICTURE*

21.11.2010
Its the big day.
-JJ,LOP-

Got nothing to do
so go for a movie .
tadahhhhh....

Unstoppable.

Anddd.... my bestie surprised me with a small cake.
sing out loud at jj.Hello ...a public place. goshhh.
and the bii is over there. SIASUIH MANNNN.
anywayssss. full of happiness.

10.thank you sweetheart

11.Janice-the super girl. :)

12.Quennie aka my mate :D

13.preparing go lop. small geting. get it ?

14.waiting the miss biihuang.. sleepy.

15. The big big bufdayy card.

15.i love thisss .thanks

so guys.
sorry... this post its sooooo lame.
hahaha.
I got alot of people have to thanks for.
will be the next post . <3
loves.xoxo.
here a picha to ends up

stay tuned

倪安東 - Sorry That I Loved You [ 高畫質official 官方MV ]

2010-11-18T06:58:00.000-08:00

For all of the time that I tried for your smile
For making you think I was worth the while
So your love love love love love would be mine
For sending you flowers and holding your hand
that no one was there to take a stand
but the love love love made us blind
and I'm so sorry that I hurt you

sorry that I fell through
sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that I came true
but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it alright
so sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
sorry that I loved you
sorry that I held you tight
and I'm sorry for making you love me and saying goodbye
for being the one that taught you how to cry
It was love love love and it passed us by
for giving you every thing that you dreamed
for taking it back when i fled the scene
sorry love for wasting your time
and I'm so sorry that I hurt you

sorry that I fell through
sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that I came true
but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
so sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
sorry that I loved you
sorry that I held you tight

an apology now after all of this time
won't make any difference tonight
but I'm hoping I'm sorry will open your mind
to love love love in your life
sorry that i hurt you
sorry that I fell through
sorry I was falling in love with you
I'm sorry that I came true
but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right
sorry that i hurt you
sorry that I fell through
sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that I came true
but sorry doesn't turn back time
I'm sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I hurt you
I'm so sorry that I loved you
i'm so sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that I loved you

Am i strong.

2010-11-18T06:34:00.000-08:00

Things happened ;
Time Flies;

I start asking myself : Am i strong enough ?*upset*
Am i strong to live by myself ?
Am i strong to get hurt again ?
Am i strong to accept the fact.

I learned *letting go* from being a weak person.
Please stay strong.. :)
A bright future waiting for you .
God bless you and me

佳慧

2010-11-12T07:40:00.000-08:00

可爱的宝贝
对不起
对不起那么迟才认识你
对不起让你不好意思
很后悔也很无奈为何当初为了他
浪费了我们的时光

我很记得我们走过的路
想起一起逛街
想起你说你不穿裙子的时刻
想起那个属于我们的下午

很难过就这样要说再见
再见，真得不知何日才相见。
我真的很想你。真的。
才第二天，少了你们的日子
我真的不知该怎么办

就是那一种习惯
习惯看你笑容
习惯听你的声音
习惯你的拥抱
少了习惯，就剩下空虚

谢谢
我很感动
每当看到那束花
我就很激动
我感受到你们那一颗心

宝贝♥
请珍重
往日要加油
答应你的我一定会做到
我会回来
ｃ会等我们的
你不要说永远
那一句让我哭到不行。

送你一首歌

Phil Collins - You'll Be In My Heart lyrics

Come, stop your crying, it will be all right
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will protect you from, all around you
I will be here, don't you cry

For one so small, you seem so strong
My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm
This bond between us, can't be broken
I will be here, don't you cry

1-'CAUSE you'll be in my heart
YES, you'll be in my heart
From this day on, now and forever more

2-You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be here in my heart, always

Why can't they understand the way we feel?
They just don't trust, what they can't explain
I know we're different but, deep inside us
We're not that different at all

Don't listen to them, 'cause what do they know?
We need each other, to have, to hold
They'll see in time, I know
When destiny calls you, you must be strong
I may not be with you, but you've got to hold on
They'll see in time, I know, we'll show them together

xoxo
ily

天使

2010-11-12T07:30:00.000-08:00

天使们原谅我总是用简短的言语把你们带过
那一次的简短，是因为我难过得说不出任何东西
我不想落泪的对你们说话，
而这一刻...我想说很多很多。。。
我会从今天起
把我们的故事分享。
你可以选择留下听我和他的故事
也可以选择离开。

Big Big Thanksss.

2010-11-11T05:45:00.000-08:00

uhmm.
Guyss.thankiu so much
For everything you had done on me,

my lover- Spongiebob.

My very first bouquet of flower.
Its my favourite- Reddie rose.
im so touchedd.thankiiu
unbelievable y'all still rmbr my words.

okiee..
i wanna show u something scaryy
dun laugh..
promisee
okie..thankiuu

kay ..i admit i cry like hell
i cry like so uglyyyy...
yea yea yea....sorry if u get shocked. mwhahaha
lalal..watever..gtg ..buai buaiii. <3
xoxo.ily.

It's a finally .

2010-11-10T21:08:00.000-08:00

Fuh~here we go...
Im officially a graduate. :))

Yesterday I had the commencement .
and so... proclaimed as graduates.
Its really so sweet and touched.
Six years.yea..i mean 6.i met alot of people.
Various teacher,fell in love with, criticized as much,
shared the good times, deal with the bad times,
moody days or ...blah blah blah.

Thanks god for everything. :))
im not lonely for secondary.

Classmates rocks my senior three life.
Maybe we are not the perfect,
But we are the best.
Friendship will stay inside our hearts .
S3AC♥

Less then 24 hours.

2010-11-08T21:09:00.000-08:00

Unbelievable.
Ash goin graduate later,
Its sumthing that less than 24 hours.
I cant accept this.
I still can remember the first day i steps on hhhs's ground.
I still can remember the first friend that i meet in the class.
I still can remember every competition i get through with you all.
I still can remmeber this and that.
Why mr time ran so fast.

Seriously ,I feeel so down .
I dont know how's my life gonna be.
Ash get used to stick with you you and you.
But now we have to apart.
Everything is so sad.
Tears running inside my eyes.
im ready to cry out loud tomorrow.

I will miss you all. really . T.T

A girl like this.

2010-11-07T23:25:00.001-08:00

Many people have asked me :
Why are you havent get into a relationship?
I was stunned at there because I got no answer for this.
helllo, how i wish i got a boyfriend.
But there is no one can fill up my heart now.
Sorry. i give a tried ,but failed. thanksss. :)

I need You.
You will tell me you are mine and I am yours.
You will always give me bedtime storrieees.
You will say im beautiful although im not.
You will get me to smile no matter how mad am I
You will understand me when nobody else do so.
You will let me knwo eveythings no matter good or bad.
You wont leave me behind for every steps...
Its you. Come to me..plsss. :)

heeeheee.
okieee crazy enuf..
Graduation day is cumiing. hmmph..
Post cuming sooon . :))

我的至爱♥

2010-11-04T11:25:00.000-07:00

夜深人静，我就是睡不着。
因为，我的脑海一直闪过我们的回忆。

今天 041110所发生的一切
我会好好，也会牢牢的印在脑海里。
你们或许不是最帅的，也不是最美的，
但你们带给我的，却又是最完美的回忆。
起起伏伏，因为有你们的扶持，
我才没那么受伤，
我才变得勇敢，坚强。
谢谢，我的至爱 ♥-体育校队。

想起你们，
眼泪总是不争气掉下来。
对你们，真的感到千万分的不舍。
今日一别，不知何日才相见。
我哀叹我们相识的太迟，
我无奈总是无法表达对你们的那一份情
我高兴因为我曾经认识你们
我兴奋你们带给我荣耀
我感动你们所做的一切
从未有的杂感。
百感交集啊 ~~

许多话想说
但又来不及说出口
就用文字来传述我对你们的话。

第一位是 tadaaaah

美女啊薛♥

真的谢谢您陪我走过我的田径之路。
谢谢您帮了我那么多，让我没有放弃。
谢谢您，请好好照顾自己，咖啡是不健康的！哈哈
*我会永远记得您*

第二位

省力鹰 ♥

你的出现，让我差点放弃自己
但那也是一种考验。
也让我认清社会，教我做人道理。
在最低潮，陪了我。
谢谢您。

第三位

萱♥

你是一个很棒的女生
要好好加油，
未来美好前途等着你。
以后下课没人陪你吃了哦，
不用太想我。 ♥ tcare，loves

第四位

茹♥

我的可爱女人
请不要常常难过，或搞自闭。
要活得开心，人生无常，
珍惜，珍重。
我会超级想你，真的。 :)

第五位

湘♥

主席哦主席
感谢带领我们把活动办得那么好
感谢把我的欢送会搞得那么感动。
感谢你的谅解，包容，
要开开心心，健康快乐。
我会想念你和妹妹的。:)

第六位

慧♥

谢谢那么的爱我，哈哈
对你不知该说什么，
超不舍的，不要难过
毕业典礼，来抱我。
一言难尽，加油亲爱的。

第七位

雍 ♥

哎哟，小绵羊。
我们的友情可以说得来不易吗？
哈哈哈，恩。。对着你
我真的也无言，
谢谢你保护我们田径。
谢谢你让我在最后一年有了八独中的那份荣耀
要好好照顾自己，不要那么男生化
ahahah.god blees you darling .xoxo.

第八位

君♥

女人！哈哈要乐观一点
凡事都有可能，要好好照顾自己
因为你太呆了，哈哈哈
祝你明年一路顺风，
会记得你。

第九位

瑶♥

女人，请斯文，嘻嘻
要加油，好好过生活
永不放弃。 :)

第十位

俐♥

排球女郎。可以用可爱形容你吗
哈哈哈要加油，好好照顾自己。
你行的。！

第十一位

佩♥
我的亲爱的
要好好照顾自己
你把每件事都做得很好
要好好过生活，好好地长大。哈哈哈爱你

第十二位

妹♥

谢谢你的那一株草，
我睡觉都放到旁边。哈哈哈
感谢你的付出，我的好妹妹
请珍重，我爱你！

第十三位

达♥

哎哟小弟弟
哈哈很感谢你的出席，看到你的出现
真的很高兴，就算以后不是校队
一日是，曾经是，就永远是。
加油！

现在是凌晨四点。
就是太想，所以才写。
我的至爱，我会回来的！
等我。
哎哟，我要睡觉了。
下次继续。安

句号的来临。

2010-11-03T19:49:00.000-07:00

另一个句号就要降临在我身上了。

有点恐慌，开始担心以后何去何从？

哪一条才不会让我有悔不当初的感觉。
我真的毫无头绪，也不想做出任何选择。
六年了，真的很不容易。
我也不晓得我是怎么混过来的。
However,我就要毕业了。

It's K session.

2010-11-02T02:10:00.000-07:00

Peeeps Are You Ready ?
gimme a YESH please.hahaha.
lalallaaaa.imma happy kid. *u can choose not to bother me*
30.10.2010
its Friday ..
i was so happy at all.
I ended up my suffer week.
Final was gone.. Its time to partaaayyy.

Right after the exam,
yan and me went to swim..
yea... we also visit this two lil girls... <3
Natasyia and ting*2
I love kids very very super the much
.
1. They are so cute ..... dont you feel so.

2. The best post. :)

3. She is a mixed-baby. princess natasyia

ooppps..
my day turns to dark in sudden..
Yeah....it's mine K session now.
Not goin explain so much, but picha will do.

4. Liquor is the best.

5.What are you doin ?!?!?!

6. Ash & Jac

7.Jac. Luc. Mas

8.Yan & Jac

9.brotha with me.

10.Her sexy back.

11. i LOVE your face *oh maiii*

12.KO. :D

13. Tboooox team rocks.

hmmph.
im not a good or nice blogger.
that's why my blog wont wonderful like others.
Like or hate.
Stay or leave.
you choose. :)) god bless.
xoxo.

Here I come.

2010-10-30T19:15:00.000-07:00

.Hello.Ash is back.
Sorry for neglecting my blog pretty badly .
I've been really busy for the past month .
so ..lets do some reverse things. :))))

14th to 17th . OCT
*its a very long past things.*

What is this. ???
okie peeps,
CONVOFAIR is an annual event that is held in conjunction
with the Convocation Ceremony of Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS .
andd....... i follow the boss to take part in the events..
Imma lazy bloggers.so just let the picha do some talks.

1.ooops...our car spoil in sudden. hmmph....

2.I super duper love this. :))

3.We work at here.its quite suffer for everyone.

4.The banners .please do a visit at here. www.tboox.com. *thankiu*

5. a draw of yan.

6.The boss

7.Four of us.

8.yan.thomas.and also jack

9.our breakfast.

10. The F1 .

11.itss so cute right. :)

12. We drinks this. non alcohol.

13. owh. acting cute.

14. tboox + beers = we

15. Gosh... ur face isss too B**

16. Me and the bestie

17. Ignore..the mr.robbie...no cooperation.

18. I love hot airballoon...

19. He is so happy .

Everything is great.
The food of ipoh really so delicious.
All the way back frm there...my mind keep thinking the food.
owwwwh. my lovely foood.
okie peepss.stop here kays.
im so tired..will continue soon. i promised.

London Fashion Week

2010-10-09T19:55:00.000-07:00

Whoa.guess what. Its London Fashion Week.
LFW is one of the highest profile fashion events in the world
& one of the ‘big four’ international catwalk influencers.
The event is organised by the British Fashion Council & funded by a number of sponsors .
Im totally crazy with this.

Thre's a events which cuming soon.
LONDON SHOW ROOMS IN NEW YORK.
date:26 October 2010 to 27 October 2010
I do envy those ladies who's staying at newyork..*grr*

Some video of the fashion week.
hmmph...being a model really not a "easy" job.

ooouche.it's burberry. :))

Daks fashion show in london 2011.I hope i was there. :((

Okie ladies ,you should catch up the news.
go to the linkie which show below , you can check out alot of information about LFW,
Linkie: http://www.londonfashionweek.co.uk/

Time to go..byeeeee. loves xoxo.
dun forget to come back again .

Its all about T.

2010-10-07T20:06:00.000-07:00

Rawwr. Tattooo .
I think for thousand times : Should i Get it huh ?
By thinkinggg and thinking , conclussion : I will get one soon.
Show you somee tatoo of celebrities.
They are so aweeesome.

Tequila 's T.

Jessica Alba's T

Rachel's T

Megan's T

Angelina's T.

Obviously, getting a tattoo is painful.
But " oi leng mm oi meng "....
For sure i can get over it.
phewwwwv...im cuming mr.T.
Stay tuned yea.
I will show y'all the picha. :))))

I love GB.

2010-10-05T21:45:00.000-07:00

Let us sing:
Oh I’m a gummy bear.
Yes I’m a gummy bear.
Oh I’m a yummy tummy funny lucky gummy bear.
I’m a jelly bear.
Cause I´m a gummy bear.
Oh I’m a movin’ groovin’ jammin’ singing gummy bear.
Oh yeaoooh.

im fall in love with those gummy bear bear.
awwww...i should live life as a GUMMY BEAR.
xoxo.ily. Thirty Six hours had passed. !

Jump to octoberrr.

2010-10-03T21:25:00.000-07:00

October is not equal to Octopus.*idk what am i typing*

If I...
Cry a little
Die a little
At least I know I lived, just a little...
uhheeem

From the picha that i show above
dont you feel ashlynn looksss older and older ?
okie fine.
Right after i take my graduation cer , i will go manicure,pedicure.dye my hair
apa-apa macam pun kasi mari...but 1st.... have to earn alot of CASHHH. <3>

It's gonna kill me.

2010-10-02T07:21:00.000-07:00

karensinging"... hanging around,

nothing to do but frown,

rainy days always get me down".

*crooning my tune.*
hey.I am baaaaaackk!
My hols are finally here.*2 weeks*
Well, basically this is just a short post telling y'all that I'm back
which means...
I'll be updating on my next post reeeaalll soon.

Gradution exam was over and the last one is cuming sooon.
Ahh. Time flies. It really does.
I am already in my final year, ppl. =(
I don't feel good. I don't know what I really want.
It is seriously bothering me.
Somethings, I do not wish to know but yet I would somehow, want to find out.
What the hell is wrong. This is killing me.

however.never give up.rainbow cumingggggg.
xoxo.ily.

Rock 华文

2010-09-28T23:05:00.000-07:00

本人面子书最新的消息写着：

不要把我的宽容，当成欺骗我的弱点。
不要把我的关心，当成你奢侈的资本。
更不要把我的爱，当成理所当然。
我没有那么多时间，让你糟蹋我的年华。

经过一夜的对话，
才发现自己很可笑，不是普通级的那一种，
而是已病入膏肓，被判死刑的那一类。
身边真的有很多很多对我很好的那一种，
偏偏自己骨头就是那么硬。
偏向虎山行。

一夜之间
看透了许多事，也一起经历了许多人生故事。
坎坷吗？凄凉？一切还不是咎由自取的。
能怪谁。怪自己那么懦弱无能好了。
不可以在心软。相信自己可以戴上面具，依旧过生活。
对于连狗屎不如的人，我不会摘下面具；
但付出真心的人，我会，而且不会后悔。
一次的伤害已足够，所以拜托请你再伤害我之前，衡量值不值得。
不是高估自己，而是走投无路下的一线生机。

考试的压力
真的长得好无形，
是长得太难看，还是怕被我们认出来。
无言以对。

结束。
终于rock 够了。

Days of sept .

2010-09-20T01:26:00.000-07:00

I am very sorry to those who care about my blog!
There are so many things I have to do,
it makes my head spin just to think of them.
Im so busy , so not much updated for homie :((
*thanks for the concern*

I always in the blueeee.
But after listened what my friend said , i turn my mood to orange maybe.
she told me there is no real reason for sickness or weakness,
and there is no reason why you should remain weak or sick if you are so afflicted now.
will always remember what you told me. :) *injection for my butt , its pain enuf *

. woooohoooo.
Saturday , its time to back home.
But sister told me that I have to dress up myself.
I feel like huh..hmmph. okay then.

OMG.its really is a big big big surprise for everyone.
i know why my sister asked me to dress up myself.
Surprisingly, my Auntie Low came back form Scotland
and we went out to dinner together.
Dinner with a big family is always an enjoyable experience.
welcome home auntie. ily.

The lady who is hugging a baby is my aunt.
whre am i ??? neh neh neh.... the baby buuu who she is hugging loo. :))

Daddy not convenient to fetch me back on sunday.
So no choice for me , misss ash gonna roll back to klang again.
its a Awwwww feeling to me.
but luckily i got lovely cousie to accompany me.
Faye chek and her boyfrie fetch me to take supper.

woops, im goin to gain my weight again.

Janet tang and jeremy was awesone also.
Sakae night. :)))) *winks* i like it so much.
japanese cuisine... :D

and many others... :)
thankiu biugor. i love u and biu sou.. <3

Nowadays , ash become a fatty boom boom.
omg. i dont need a chubby chubby face LOL.
I hate being chubby, its so worst.
so i have to stop eating those rubbish.
I wanna be slim . bodyshape like megan fox.
yea. IM dreaming. ngek ngek*ignore*

kie Kie . its time to fill up stomach again.
please dont give me a -.- facey.. dislike . hahaha.
goodbye my dears... kindly leave dwn ur steps. :)
love you always.

All the days i passed.

2010-09-11T08:37:00.001-07:00

Oh maiiii . i was so busy all the days.
I clearly dont have time to maintain my homie.
sowieeee. :((

I dun really knw what had i done thrugh the weeeks
Let me do some flashbacks... Rewind mode.
yessh get it.

Mon ; 6 of Sept
Express that night to celebrate Lucas ' bufday.
Its not really nice. Cuz thre's no BEER for us.
owh. meet sunny and soontheong over thre.
quite suprised when i knw both of them knw each othr..
and its BROTHA that's kind.
anyways. Happy birthdya again mr.lucas.
Dun keep dreaming with those sexaay lady . HAHA.

Wednesday 8 of sept.
Right after the work.
Tboox + Maxis bb + Magic + Speedy = Mmk. *winks*
Its a wonderful night for everyone.
Jokes around.
I still can rmbr tears of my boss flow down at mamak haha. :D

Thrday 9 of sept

Mvie night with mr .lucas.
goin to Distance .
i know i can handle a relationship which same wth them
I tried so i knw. :)) Its hard but what to do if you really love him/her.

kie kie
. i miss the BBQ which helding NOW. sad case .
i just saw the invitation. doink doink. nvrmind will attend next time.
Its time to fall asleep again .. weeee :D
thanks for the visit and bye...
love.xoxo.

新浪娛樂田馥甄《寂寞寂寞就好》MV 完整版

2010-09-02T00:36:00.000-07:00

I Just wanna be alone
I promise to myself that i will put back those smile on the face.
Yea. i promised. ♥♥♥

Its ash's Life.

2010-08-31T08:56:00.000-07:00

If you want me to find a adjective to describe my life ,
I think it is a very difficult thing to do. Dont you think so.
Every day there are different role to play.
But i decided to use Awesome to describe those few days .

28.08.2010
Saturday.
Right finished the class, I went back sg.buloh with yan .
Teeeheee. We don't have to take the train back,
Because someone willing to fetch us back *winks*
Uncle treat me bak kut teh as my dinner. Yummm :))
You know what my plan for that night ...
1.Drama 2.Clubbing
so woooohuuuu. Finished my last episode , then started dress up myself :)
Let the picha give some talks .

ahhhemm. idk why am i f**king love this picha :))

Im freaking tired after all the night.
But just something pulling my spirit.
I cant fall asleep till five sumthing only i get into my dream. :)
However...Its really nice for me. :p

29.08.2010
Sunday ♥
Early in the morning ( actually its 12 pm )
After breakfast with those guys and girls.
Yan aka bestie and I went to I-U.
I wanna find a shop which named. ACTION CITY
but *failed* so sad at all.
teeeheeee. found that ...being a lady quite nice.
cause we can make up ,
we can wear dress ,
we can hug and kiss each other.
If boy did those things.
They will mentioned as GAY , NAPET or else lah..mwahhaa. :D

The only picha. hairstly : aka yan. ♥
dress by : maycheee♥

AWESOME for my super saturday and sunday.
I need more and more this kind of sat and sun ♥
Wooohuu... I can see Hol saying hi to me. MWHAHA.
so that's mean .... this homie wont dead for a long time.
cause i will spam here with my words and picha.
stayyyy at here..dun run away yea peeps ♥ xoxo

Awesome day

2010-08-27T17:12:00.000-07:00

I’m sorry for the lack of updates lately
I’ve got a couple of posts that I’ve been meaning to make,
but simply haven’t gotten around to it yet! pls forgiv me :)
Really , I just wanted everyone to know that I havent aboandoned my bloggie.
I've just been really busy . I'll have something more substantial posted soon. STAY TUNED.

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Yesterday right after i finished my class , went to modesto with bii and belle .
I was starving since i started my class.Everything was just like Owww. bull shit. :)
Luckily bii was so free yesterday and he was so happy to being my mr.ahmad *winks*
So after the brunch , they decided to play pool .
3 bucks for each game. i think so .
My finger get hurt that day . So i didnt join the game.
What can i do is just sitting beside
and play the pool game of iphone. not bad what . At least i dont have to hurt my finger again :p

1 * Belle dont really know how to play pool. But at least she give a try but i dont

2* IDK & i cant join the game -.- showing my lanc face to bii and belle :D

3* teehee. i got sweet tooth .. rum and raisin always the best choice <3

continuee ... Around seven sumthing , i get my baby corryn text.
after added her as my msn lovely frn , we start our camie night :))
She still looks pretty and i still looks dumb.both of us is just still like the same.
I miss her so much and she miss me too.
You really cant imagine what we had done.
Indian dance . Counterstrike . Mamak session. woah. awesome.
I never being so funny before .i mean i can funny with ppl by cam haha. good try.
bii bii rynnn <3 take care. come back as fast as you can <3
teeeheeee

seee..actually we are just acting and take a second to shoot it down :)

Klah peeeps. forgive that its just a short post .
I will make it better and better. bii rryn birthday cuming soon.
Have to do sumthing to surprise her . ngek ngek * devilsmile*

Im so emo !!

2010-08-23T06:22:00.000-07:00

Imma baby girl who born as a devil.
Imma a devil who always with emo mode.
so what ? what can you do on me ?
Can you give me a change ? NO !
Idk what the hell im doing right now .

I always thought that the sky is blue
But this is not the real case.
I always thought that i can pretend i dun mind.
But who knows i always cry inside my heart.
I always thought that i can forget everything
But actually i still cant get over.
I will still miss you on the dark night.

I feel so surprise and happy for your appearance.
But i know what will happened if we keep continue being like this.
I know it clearly than anyone else.cause i tried before.
and for sure ... i get the hurt ... so better stop before we take it serious.

For the one i loved.
I really hope that you know im still here .
I really hope that you know im still loving you
I really hope that you can caring me ........

I got a stupid idea.. ya. rest in peace.
im crazy gao gao ! im pretty sure i got problem.
Friends ..thankiu so much being thre with me.
without you all. i really cant stay strong .
I feel so happy for what belle said.
ya..friens is number 1 in my list of life.
I think and do for them mre than myself.
Is that counted dumb or ..bla bla..idk lah.watever.
anyways. i didnt regret for knw u and u and u .

uhhher . i feel that i can handle my "socialnetwork" very well
i make alot of friens nowadays. they really awesome
but for sure i wont forget bestie
belle . yan . corryn.amanda .qiaohan.mariaane.cass
and many othrs babes.
i miss you all so much . T.T :((

kie la..its time to sleeeep . night peeps ily.shhhhh.

Left or Right

2010-08-19T03:56:00.001-07:00

left or right ?
idk whether being like this was right or wrong.
idk whether i should run to the right or to the left.
heart which struggling right now.

王力宏-你不知道的事MV(FULL)HD .mp4

2010-08-15T23:50:00.000-07:00

A butterfly must blink its eyes a few times

before mastering how to fly

The night sky is sprinkled all over with stars

but a few will fall to the ground

I fly, but you are falling at the same time

I am close enough to hear your breathing

Yet, I'm sorry, I did not hold onto you tight enough

You don't know why I left you

I insist on not telling you and let your tears run

Your teardrops seem like a downpour shattering all over the ground

I clearly know in my heart

that you do not know why I am so cruel

hovering high above you where you cannot see

There are many things that are things you do not know

I fly, but you are falling at the same time

its a lovely song.... enjoy peeps. :))

Yeppy ♥

2010-08-15T22:27:00.000-07:00

heeeeeeee heeeee
halo halo .... ash over here. :))
Im so happi today and idk why .
My friends take a dislike to my EMO face dy,
so better i keep continue being like this. HAPPY & SMILING all the time :)
yepp I believe in god,but im not a devout believers.
I believe after the rains, the sun will lighten our sky.
I believe nothing can make me down, cause i know father god is there looking & caring me.
He wont hurt me..cause he's the one love me the most. :))

Recently, some strange things happen to me.
And everything started from the day which i went to tokong.. :((
Mummy told me that ..jade is something special.
nomatter you believe or not , its still works .
I bought one as my pendant.
and thingsss happened.

On saturday night.
I forget to wear it back after the shower.
I left it at my room , then i just hang out with friends.
Accident happened . and damn suih is we went wrong to the cinema..
There are two jj in klang..and we thought the jj he mean is bkt .tinggi..
who know... should be the BUKIT RAJA cinema. grrrrr.
nvrmind ... when we reached home.. my dumboo bestie...so brilliant
She locked her car without take the car key .
how smart she are.mwhahahaa. :))

Early in the morning ..Sunday.
Ebby come over to open the car.
I didnt bother them cus im busying with dress up and out for group revision.
And for sure i wear it back.yea i mean the jade.
after 20 mins..i still can hear the spanner's sound.
then i decided to give idea to open it....
OMG > WOAH > WHY am i so brilliant.... weeeheeee
what i told is really workss.Am i lucky after wear it back the jade ? hahaha yess yesss
Nevermind..so i went to buy magnum ( -.-) hahaaa
Around 7pm sumthing.. auntie called us and told that ...magnum opened the number
i tot i will get thousand sumthing.....but thennn urghhhh.....
the number upside down dy...
damnnn upsettt. i told dumbo to buy upside down and she told me that dun have to do so..
SEE SEE SEEEE..~ she should believe my mr.luckyy :(( sob sob..money goneee..

Nevermind.. i will earn it back by my hand. teeheee.
I will earn alot.and spent on the things i want...anywaysss
thanks god to protect me..i know i almost killed by accident ..
but luckily not huh....THANKS THANKS..may god bless all my friens and my lovelyfamily.. :)
some picha to share share :)

hey .. wait !! dun off first..
mistress over here still got sumthing to share with you ..
A movie and a doll.
What's movie ? What's kind of doll ?
tadahhhhh...... here they are..

aww ..this is so sweet... <3 i love the theme song very much .
mr.wang..and miss lau..u did great in this movie ..
Go and watched it peeps..promised that u wont regret.. :))
okie this is the movie i wanna intro ..and how about the doll.

nehh nehh nehhhhh CUPIPI ...

damn cute right..nomatter how.. i wll grab it down.
mwhahahaa. i love you cupipi..wait for me kie.coming soon :))

haha kie lah.mr and miss peeps. you may off now :))
thanks for visiting .xoxo. ily ♥
cass . mari . belle . im cumingggg. ~~

Bull shit ♥

2010-08-11T00:24:00.000-07:00

ello . peeps .
Im back...
Warning : Please do not hang out when the moon is hanging on the sky.The gate was opened.

2010.8.9 Mon
After the exam and my stuff.
Belle and me decided to get our ass to subang .
Hopefully nothing will happen along the ways.
Becus the 1st and 2nd time ,when belle decided to fetch me over thre..
Twice time also mati battery. -.- ....
WOahhhh. nothing happen...but when we reached subang...
Belle crashed her car.
DAMN...i tot she langgar car....but luckily not...
okie lo...ntg happened...
When we reached klang..................
WE MET ACCIDENT. *hailat*

i was pressing my phone..and belle was driving.
suddenly...we just bang to a car...
my head knocked to the glass.woah luckily my head ckup keras.. :p
after settle eveything..went back to hostel..
On my ways to hostel.sumbdi told me..the gate was opened..
WHY ARE YOU STILL AT OUTSIDE !!!!
sorry for making troubles out and makes u guy worry for us.
IM SO SORRY.

2010.8.10 TUES

Early in the morning..
went to temple with miss yan & mr.titan
we need to pray.. yea..very much that kind.
tsk tsk..alot of ppl over thre.....
After done the praying..went to subang..
kwanyee aka daddyku and mr.darren fetch me.
after waste our time about 3 hours ...
hahahaha. we go met up the MISS CASS.
its been a long time i didnt meet this girl
awwww ..she still nice at all. good then
hope she can teman the dumb dumb .
the stupid boy reallly so stuborn
aiksss. what else i can say..NOTHING..
what can i do is may the god bless him and get ready when he need us.

Dumbo :
start from today , may you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

ash in the emo mode.

bye ....

A lilbit regret ♥

2010-08-07T08:38:00.000-07:00

uhherr.
its a post that i keep inside my box
and now im goin to post it up.
quite regret for not going the party.
Its important for me and i miss it.
Sorryyy.
*i never apologize to you since i was born.this is the very first time*

Happy bufday Grandpapa.
You really is a great and wonderful man i never meet before.
thanks gor giving me a lovely mum
and thanks for caring . loving us so much.
You always watch tv when u wake up in the early in da mrning.
And eveytime i saw u being like this...i feel so sry.
I suppose to wake up early and accompany you.
*although im not fluent in hokkien,but i still can handle sum.*
Anyways.i will start to change my attitude.
I love you.granpapa. ♥ healthy and happy forever
(not goin to talk so much in this,but picha will do)

1* Granpapa yg lengcai.

2* The son and simbu of granpapa ( my ah gu & ah gim)

3* all his daughter and husbands ( ah yi & yi jeong)

4* from the left to the right
from the oldest to the youngest

5* my 1st uncle ,auntie and family

6* the 3nd and his family :))

7* 3rd uncle with ALL his daughter.damn chio right.

8*number 4 uncle. ( aunti. why dun u wear a RED shirt)

9* we are happy family.

10* The second auntie..( damn k****i)

11* my familyyy luv luv

12*one of my best auntiee :D

13* The youngest daughter( i wonder why granpapa dun smile)

14* The birthday cake

15* ladiees take a shoot plss :))

yeaaa.it's time to show you some cuteeee pichaaa.

1* this babe really very cute...looks like angmo.awwwh

2* see,he's trying to rogol the pole.hahaha

3* BIiiiiii. i want marry wth u ...ahhh

ok peeps .
Im free for sumtime...so i draw sumthing.hahaha

1. miss Cassadra aka my darlinks

2* kwanyee aka daddyku

3* Marianne aka sweetieku

4* myselff

5*belle (the love one)

6* mwahhahaa.the lovely bird.(weird rite .i dun care )

Anyways .thanks for taking a look for this post.
sleeep earlier plss.
p/s:xoxo. ILY

FML ♥

2010-08-05T00:24:00.000-07:00

The mr.August has begun.
And today will be the fifth of it.
Idk what will happen,
I just follow the feel to walk through the days.
Complicated it has become, keep trying to beg myself to look ahead.
For sure, i will make everything looks perfect at all.
Yea ,I promised.

Nowadays...i feel so pressure.
Peeps, you should know what;s going on.
The trial exam really makes everyone go to the crazy mode.
Regret keep bumps out and say helllo.

fml

Should i giveup now ?
NO for sure.I just have to find a ways to throw myself out frm the box.
And i found it.

I know I know.Its abit late to post this.
Went to watch it yesterday night with the lovely boss.
Woahh.Angelina Jolie aka my idol.
She's a amazing woman.I love her from the first sight.
And the first sight was from the movie- Mr & Mrs Smith.
Sure many of the peeps saw this movie before.
Damn chiouuu rite.?
Can u imagine how sweet u can fight with your enemies with the loved one.
Doohdoooh... SALT really is a nice movie .
My idol get three different style in this movie.
I prefer the gold hair lady but not the one who get a short boy hair.
Go and watch it if you can :)

Beside...I saw sumthing from belle ♥ bloggie.
Those happy memories keep flashback in my mind.
I miss every moment we spent for.
XOXO.love you my dearest familyy.
The happiness really make me move on.
I really appreciate the loves and cares.
Thanks buddies.
I dont give fuck anymore.seriously.

Lets the pictures take some talk.

1* This was shoot by babe belle. :))

2*Picha of toi ... :D ( belle looks tallker than me.grr)

3*simple nice will do.

4* Daddy kyee aka byfrie belle

5* Mr.ethon & ur miss ash.(this fella went to kangaroo land dyy sobsob)

6* mari.belle.ash.cass.pradeep.ethon. :))

All of this happened because of this guy .

7* MR chaotut darren

Mr.darren birthday that day.
He get many secs and sure he KO at last.
Nice job sisters and brothers.mwahhaa.
Sad that we didnt make any video for him.hahaha
People who knew me very much will know about the story btwn us.
Im so glad that...we are still friends.
Love this big big gang very much.
Dont afraid....we will be in one again sooon.
Make sure the miss cass and mari make alot of plan for me.hahaa :D
xoxo
P/s :ILY byeee byeee

?? ♥ ??

2010-08-04T02:04:00.000-07:00

Feeling empty right now.
Im dealing right now.
Its not easy at all.
Filling the brain with all those " shit "
Dont feel like talk too much nowadays.
Hopefully can remove my mouth now.
Keep my mouth shut up and focus on my studies.
Emotional freak now. feel so sucks.
But what i know is I should stand up and face all of this
I cant just hide inside a box like a kid.rite.?
......Tsk Tsk....
Stop complain to your peeps.
Agains...this is a crappy post. :((

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2010-08-04T01:29:00.000-07:00

The Ash

Down

Wishlist for 2012

31.12.2011

Xmas eve :)

喘口氣

Distance

Xmas is around....

回來了

Today.

A Long Storie.

What a day :)

♥

♥

寂靜的夜晚

Wed is so ♥

Being Sick.

意外

Fine.

Happy Wednesday

張惠妹‧我最親愛的‧完整MV

之間

Being Bored.

太清楚

Recently

沒差

IM BACK :)

對不起

談起

Rosie

Last two days.

bye-bye

恐懼

Perfect Two (Acoustic Version) - Auburn

NTF

Greatday

超級星光大道20101219 常佳寧 認錯

早已明了，何必执着

第一百

I.L.Y.

我是我

Kinda Noob.

HappyGoAround

HOOHOO.

Here we are.

Saturday .

Its FRIEND.

SAY HI.

Letter for ash.

清

Oh No.

感動

黑

Merry the Xmas.

明知道

Merrrry Xmas

Hurt.

Yipieeeeeee.

F.A.B.U.

COLD.

Chipmunks - Happy Birthday to You!!!

December.

一夜之看透

Break it.

Love . Hate

In the Lonelynite.

Be with someone who knows what they have when they have you.

November.

我很好

对吗

Its a Night.

When the night has come.

倪安東 - Sorry That I Loved You [ 高畫質official 官方MV ]

Am i strong.

佳慧

天使

Big Big Thanksss.

It's a finally .

Less then 24 hours.

A girl like this.

超級星光大道20101219 常佳寧認錯

新浪娛樂田馥甄《寂寞寂寞就好》MV 完整版