了了

好 沒有開始的開始
越來越無法了
是承受太多 引起的反彈
還是 從頭到尾 根本就很爛

還真想和牆壁撞在一起

逃避了那麼久
是時候面對 更是時候鍛鍊自我
很強 很強
再強 又怎樣

很多的很多
已經無法控制 但只能克制
需要甚麼 想要甚麼
總究離不開快樂
我想 我得 我失
起碼 快樂
我知道了

再多的言語 只能用太晚來結束

覺悟了 不鬧了
靜靜的 看著就好

知道你們懂
所以都不說
總是支持著我
辛苦了
直接的人 傷了你們
但要知道 一切是無心 也無意

Be yourself.

Yay! be yourself okay.
There's no one can replace you.
The only things you can do is be yourself and enjoy your life.
We can't stop what people want to say about us ,
so dont care about it.
You cant guarantee everyone love you
so what for caring so much  @#!#!$ ????!?!
You know what : there is someone love the way you are *hehe get caught , yea just the way you are*

& hey you
you drive me crazy.
Do you know respect play an important role in survival?
Such a crap whey.
Just because you is a lec so you can act like a boss ?
Hellooo who you think you are???
I tried to be friendly but what you showed me is totally shit.
Disappointed.never show my respect to this kind of ppl anymore.
Again : my attitude is based on how you treat me
hate / love , you choose.

OMGGG time flies fast...... 

So another week is coming soon
havent arrange my schedule but i know its gonna be a busy week again.
Move on move on move on.
all the best to you guys too :D
Byeee  & good night

p/s: I got no idea how to add on the comment box .Give me some time to fix it .If you got any emergency comment you may email me , xoxo :)

Attitude.

Seriously i dont care how you look at me
you guys love to judge everything with few words /appearance.
and think yourself is so damn right .
hello , we dont play drama , atleast not at me please.
just keep your mouth shut up and leave ,
i dont need your words , cause your word is totally CRAP
random quote: my attitude is based on how you treat me.

oh well , im not trying to throw temper here
imma straight forward ,
i dont mean to offend anyone
If i hurt you , sorry , sincerely.
but this is me ,
i will improve my personality but it dont mean for those drama people.

sorry reader for posting something like this.

oh well , some sharing for you guys .
just went back from a show


2012 Taiwan International Championships & World Super Star.
omg , my very first time watch this kind of show.
They're super awesome.
i love their dance styles : waltz , latin , rumba ...
oh ...they make me feel like go for dance class. -.-
their outfits  gives a nice volume on the dance floor.
Let me give some intro for the international dancer.

Joanna and Michael 



Arunas and Katyusha

Riccardo and yulia



Victor Fung and Anastasia 

Big Big Claps for those couples. Wonderful show for everyone.
hope i got another chance to watch their show again ,thanks sunny for the tic.  :)
so here's my sharing for today , night people .xoxo with lovesss.
-ash.

自己

很多時候 你不會察覺是自己的問題
甚至你覺得是別人的問題
但其實問題是自己 而不是眼見的推卸物

其實快樂日子並不多
表面上很快樂 很悠哉
但在深夜的時候才知道其實卻一直一直活在別人的世界
不覺得嗎??
一舉一動 總牽你的心 *不指感情事*
為了迎合總是會讓自己不舒服的經歷一切
到最後 才會出現恍然大悟 甚至後悔的情形
才明白 最重要的是 負責

感嘆愚鈍 發現得太遲
但未晚
我要快樂的為自己而活.

Blame

Who can you blame when things go wrong
Who can you blame when you never care about it
Who can you blame when you missed it
Seriously , no one you can blame to.
So stop blaming.

Dont destroy her life
You can love her , teach her but why you choose the stupid ways.
You never know how much you can hurt a people with the attitude.
Its a fragile heart , dont break it just because you think thats the best way
Its not.
Seriously , i hate it so much.
Respect !!!
This is what i learned from my lecturer.
and this is what i want to show you or maybe *teach* you.
Dont show us your super king attitude.
You dont own me , you dont own my life.
So think twice before action.

But you know my love for you will never die, mr.dd.

另一個起點

一個禮拜的新起點 新起步
就這樣無聲地來到了尾聲
你問我:過得好嗎
我只能沉默不語的微笑
因為沒有很好也沒有不好
就在灰色地帶一直一直  徘徊

鬧鐘響起
你可以說我愛睡 又或者 說我想走更長遠的路
所以我都一直在睡覺
你沒發現嗎
睡覺就是忘掉一切的途徑
紛紛擾擾都在 睡睡醒醒後
灰飛煙滅
(所以當我說我想睡覺 就是我累了 , 就讓我睡 , 不要煩)

一個人真的能計較多少
凡人不是聖人 但可以做到不計較
當下的那一刻那一秒的無法換來複習後的成功
轉一圈 唱一歌 睡一覺 不計較就誕生了
另一個起點 只祈求 平安快樂幸福
其餘的 還能計較嗎

一個人吃飯 一個人看電影 一個人看球賽 一個人睡覺
這樣的一個人生活 將迎另一個我希望的春天

Down

I reached the peak .

Exhausted , worn down.

Feel like want to be in a coma *sounds better than i want die ??*

honestly , i wish things could be easier.

I lie in the bed for hours , just nonstop thinking.

The more i know , the more i feel hurt.

Everything just bump into the brain automatically

Why things changed when you just get used with it ?

I've heard all typical things like : "will getting better" , "think it from the others way"

but seriously everyone is different so how it feels to me is also different.

Its a big wound in my heart not yours.

Im not a person who simply give a reason and give up on my things

i tried so many times to pretend and walked away

but this kind of escape kill me so much

maybe the simply truth is we love so much , but our lives just don't fit

Lies and excuses doesnt work on me,

you can lie to me now but not ever.

you can find any excuse to cover but one day you will regret for what you had done.

If you know me well then you should know what action i will take, no jokes.

all i want now is zZz , good nightreaders. :)